"Eat, sleep, fuck and flee; in four words, that’s me."I woke up today."Love! I shall not love, yet I’ll still sing about it.I hope it covers the ocean in slime, the drama and drool.I’m leaking the blood of a fool. (I’m full of it, I’m full of it, I’m full.)Rat poison for dinner,pull the chord from the phone. I am dining alone.Tonight. Rat poison for dinner,pull the chord from the phone. I am dining alone.Tonight.Oh I am dining alone.Tonight. Tonight. Tonight."Ok, let me back up a bit, I think I’m jumping ahead of myself. Yesterday I rode my bike 8 miles in a monsoon. At first I kept a steady pace of about 20mph, dodging the puddles here and there. I didn’t want to get too too dirty given I was going to get the rest of my pasta from Brenden’s house. I wanted to still look presentable.I got about a fifth of the way home, and the next thing …

Today as I was riding my bike to work, I dismounted and walked just as a normal pedestrian would. I had my head phones blaring Jacks Mannequin.*side story*It’s really weird how when I see somebody live, I like them alot better than previously before. Not a bad thing, it’s just that when it comes to people, it’s usually different. They usually dislike bands after hearing them live. I haven’t stopped listening to motion city soundtrack and jacks mannequin. Weird I know …*back to the story*I had my head phones blasting and I felt a tap on the shoulder. A scrawny guy with a camera quickly snapped my sweat soaked face. I know, gross right? I took off my headphones for some strange reason, I usually use my headphones as an excuse not to talk to the weirdo’s, regardless, He asked me if I was a writer, a poet, or an artist. I turned, wiped the sweat out of my eyes …

I’m in love with a social path hey!This past week was rather interesting to say the least. Friday I started to house sit for Brenden. It’s been nice having a whole house to myself, and internet/tv too boot.It’s been nice house/dog sitting. It makes me realize a house is too big for me, and dog(s) are too much of a responsibility for me right now.Yesterday me and dan went to 93.3′s big gig event. We saw Single File, Plain White T’s, Jacks Mannequin, I hate kate, and I’m sure I’m missing some others …<a href=http://www.ozweegoville.com/Chron/images/signage.jpg target=_NEW><img src=http://www.ozweegoville.com/Chron/images/signage.jpg width=300 border=0></a>Me and dan stood in line, I was hoping it was the water/beer line, but it turned out to be the area where bands went to get interviewed after they played. So we got all of I hate kate’s autographs, and of course the lovely baily’s autograph too. haha. Good times. I don’t think dan was too impressed with I hate Kate …

It’s always weird reflecting. Whether your giggling to yourself about the funny times you had, or weather it’s the times you sniffle to yourself with the past mistakes or regrets you’ve had.It’s always weird in the fact that no matter how many mistakes you’ve thought you’ve made along the way, they were mistakes that were bound to happen, and they were pretty harmless although at the time it probably seemed detrimental.Mistakes.Or as I like to refer them to as stepping stones. What stones are on my horizon, and what’s the ultimate goal of it all?I wonder.I sit here in a very comfy bed that’s not my own thinking what my goals are. I’m not sure really …To keep one foot in front of the other …That’s a good goal.An obtainable goal.My Goal.Keep one foot in front of the other and things will work out.Just wait and see …Actually kc, don’t just "wait", so I’m going to rephrase my last comment.Just …

I tried. I really did, but I can’t sleep as of yet.I don’t know what it is … My mind is restless. I can’t seem to focus nor can I calm my thoughts./shrug.I’ll save my thoughts and my .2 cents for another day. Perhaps this weekend?I’ll be at Brendens house all weekend dog sitting, and supposedly 93.3 has tickets to an all day concert that’s supposedly pretty sweet. Dan was able to get tickets rather, we’ll see if that holds true or not.I’ll have cable tv and internet in a comfy comfy house! How sweet is that? No need to answer, it’s pretty sweet, I know.So I noticed that pre-season football was on tonight which sucks. That means I have a damn good excuse for getting cable, and if I get cable, I might as well get internet./bleh.Thanks to brandi for posting these videos.They are both great!<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ajFycGg4Mz8"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ajFycGg4Mz8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>freaking funny!<object width="425" …

There is a couple(probably whom I’m "borrowing" internet from) that are having an argument in public view. It’s crazy how people fight about personal things and they don’t really care who’s listening.Seeing as I’m taking a break from my video games I figured I’d listen all night! haha, ok, not all night, but just until my stogy burns down, my drink gets to be nothing but an empty glass and my eyelids decide to close for the night.All I heard from this petty fight was starwars this and starwars that. HAHA, awesome. I’m sure she’d have a cow if she saw my marvel comic posters. I could only be so lucky if they were to approach me and ask to see the inside of my apartment.Bachelor 1, Relationship dude 0.That’s why I’m single Although I do miss female companionship it’s night like tonight where I can drink and smoke to my hearts content and not have to answer …

It would seem to most, that it’s the winds that bring change, and although I can agree with that, its been my personal experience that it’s actually me "moving" that make me realize the change, both good and bad.This weekend was rather hectic. Today was officially our last day to be at the old place and as I tidied up my last load to bring to my car, the biggest frown came across my face. I think the reason why was in part the flood of negative emotions and memories that I had with this place.Whether it be the sleepless nights I had wondering if I would have a job with BROE the following day, or if it was the terror of being homebound during the huge blizzard of ’06. It could have even been the memories of solitude the following few weeks after me and Stevie broke up. I could keep going, but I figure you get the point.Although …

I had a rather lengthly blog all typed out last night, only to realize that I no longer can free load off my neighbors without deciphering their WEP key.Perhaps in another life when I’m not so busy.So for those that are curious, I’ve been at my new pad now for close to two weeks. It’s been pretty nice to be honest. Alot different then what I was expecting, different in a good sense.If my house gets dirty or organized not how I see fit, I can simply point the finger towards myself.Of course it’s weird too. I’ve not eaten out so much as of late, and I bought a ton of microwavable food. Only to realize I didn’t have a microwave.I am however digging the new pad. I was finally able to get my surround system setup, I got a sweet new couch, and my satellite speakers cords neatly concealed under my new carpet.At night, I sit with a …

<blockquote>I can’t seem to understand it how you’ve turned out to be so coldYou tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?It’s funny to me how you’ve turned into such a jokeAnd SacrificeFalse Pretense, You’ll learn againStop Pretending, don’t denyFalse pretense, you’ll learn again</blockquote>It’s funny how life has a way of treating you like an etch a sketch. One minute you have a beautiful masterpiece, and something comes along and taps it and erases half of it. Other times it erases everything, and you build and create something bigger and better.A blessing in disguise.I’ve been given alot of these scenarios as of late. I can’t complain at all really.It’s startling at first, but once my thoughts were collected, everything has turned out fine.Everything has turned out fine. I just have to keep repeating that.Somehow it always does …<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/r4YFgOEMeZA"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/r4YFgOEMeZA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>

So I just wanted to update everybody, that yes I’m still alive! Hectic month for me … I’m moving into my apartment and either tommorow or the day after will be when my help(and trucks) arrive to get me all squared away.I’m really excited. We got my new couch moved over there, and I bought frames for all my posters so it looks semi adult. haha, it’s kind of hard seeing as they are all comic books. My bathroom is decked out in spidey man. hehe … awesome. I love it.I’m really excited. Scared. But excited. ‘Tis life.I also am going to the doctor tomorrow. I know, 6 weeks later … but I was having a hard time breathing, and now I’m starting up with a double ear infection.10am. Hopefully the doc will hook a brother up! If it were winter time I’d suffer, but seeing as it’s summer there are many things I want to keep doing, like camping, …