Isn’t it amazing how with a simple click of a button, years later you can find yourself reminiscing of days gone past?

I found myself going through my photo gallery and with every photo that I have, or have taken I remember exactly what I was doing and exactly the thoughts that were running through my head.

I ran across quite a few of family. My little lexi lou. My old apartment complex. Stevie too. I think of her every now and then, but I doubt she thinks of me, and when she does she probably thinks I’m the anti-christ.

I’ve been wanting to go back to church actually. Pretty badly to boot, and anybody that knows me is probably thinking wow, really? Yes really. The other day as silly as it sounded, I was speaking aloud to the only one I thought(the proverbial god) who was listening. I was wanting rain and I got it. The weird thing was that night I had the same dream I usually have which is me crouched in the corner of my bathroom screaming bloody murder asking why. I really wish he’d forgive me so I can forgive him and we can just move on. I would really honestly like to go back but I’m pretty sure that Stevie thinks I’m the anti-christ and I wouldnt want to take church away from her becuase I know how important it is. It sucks really but, I’m content with listening to the services online.

I’m tired of playing games really.

Speaking of playing games, I apologise for not writing as of latley or posting my pictures like I promised. I’ve been checking out the dating scene as of late. So far, I’ve had dinner with a guy who’s obssessed with my black socks(haha, i’m not gay, that would be Dan). I’ve had a date with a GORGEOUS 20 year old who was dumb as a box of rocks, couldn’t keep a conversation nor could she even give an idea of what she wanted to do with her life. I’ve dated a 21 year old who had a great personality but her acorn seemed to fall a little too high from the tree. I’ve dated one other since last thursday and all of which have been so dissapointing. I’m going to keep trying, and as soon as I stop trying I’m sure that’s when I’ll meet miss perfect.

With all this dating it’s made me really think what I want in a woman. It’s quite simple really. Somebody relatively attractive, outdoorsy, girlie and super smart. I know, it’s going to be a while, but I can dream. I realise that Stevie is a great person. And I know your reading too stevie. Even though you don’t want to admit it, I know you are. Your the only person I know from regis who would ever come to my website. Anyways, your a great person. So beautiful in every regard. So smart and head strong. You know what you want in life and your not afraid to go after it. You have no idea how beautiful that makes you. We didn’t see eye to eye on alot of things, and unfortunatly what you wanted in life didn’t involve me which is fine. I do want you to know that I appreciate the time we had together. It wasn’t wasted, for now I know what I really want in life and that’s to be comfortable in my own skin, knowing somebody else loves me for me and I can give that love back.

it’s truly amazing how life works out. whether it be the effects of a butterfly flapping it’s wings halfway across the continent or the amazing memories that one can instantly remember by a simple press of a button …

Amazing. Go and cherish it, in the moment, for when the moments gone, all you have is just a photo to look at …

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In the end it’s right … I hope you had the time of your life.
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So the new website isn’t coming along however all the backend work is nearly complete. I just need to find more time to work on it that’s all.

I also figured I’d post my photos of the day, and share with you.

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4-27-07<br>
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Denver nights are so perfect. Cool, crisp and bug free.

4-28-07
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Car wash time. My favorite time of all! I get kiddy like a little school boy

4-29-07
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haha, as you can see all of my stogies in the background o_0 My new addiction, FUZE!

4-30-07
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Platoon. Amazing Movie. My first time I’ve actually watched it all the way through!

5-01-07
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My amatuer stogy collection. It’s growing!

Today(5-02-07)
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It’s 11:30, but I doubt I’ll be getting any sleep any time soon.

So this song is just amazing. It’s called hallelujah and this version is by john cale. Just ignore the silly video and listen.
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Sitting on the porch again, having a good smoke and a cup of baileys after telling myself I wouldn’t blog. I can’t though. I look forward to having my own porch time and it’s my blog that’s so darn addicting. I also have another picture of the day, however Im too lazy to upload it.

Perhaps tommorow I’ll tell you about my day, but until then I’m going to drink the night away and enjoy the peace and serenity the day has given me.

Until tommorow, relax and enjoy live.

Peace.

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It’s Friday already. I can’t beileve how fast everything is going by. It’s amazing. Not that I’m complaining that it’s the weekend already, but I know before I can blink twice and cry my tears of happiness that it’ll soon be Monday.

Until then, I’ll bask in the bright glow of the weekend and absorb in as much of it as I can.

I’m still sick as a dog but now am feeling much better. I can’t beileve how much this cold has taken out of me, both mentally and physically. For a while I couldn’t think straight, or sit still without my mind and body just screaming at me. Vitimans, juices, lots of water. Early bedtimes, none of it seemed to help.

I was even a good boy. No cigars this week. I figured that my immune system wouldn’t take to kindly of me smoking while it’s fighting a battle it knows it would soon lose. Tonight though was a diffrent story. Tonight I figured that I would smoke to relax a bit. Even though it’s not good for me being sick, it’s good for the mind, and mind over matter always.

I found myself during the day wanting to come straight home, watching the rest of my DVD of scrubs with an good beer and perhaps blog/program a bit. As the night grew near something basically wanted to get out and do something. Besides last sunday I’ve been pro-actively getting away from the apartment for the past 5 weeks or so. Now, I’m just ready to do nothing. Or am I?

I dunno, it’s such a tossup. I think it’s good to just sit and do nothing more often then not, but latley I’ve just wanted to get out. Get away from it all.

Which is why I’m now sitting on my porch. Smoking my cigar, sipping on my Bailey’s. It’s good to get away from time to time. It’s good to unwind and just think. It’s good to be outside too. Life is just too good right now, and I’m waiting for somebody to pinch me.

It felt kind of weird wanting to go and do something tonight. Luckily Jess was home. We went to the hottub and like me, he’s beat up physically too. He’s been travelling quite a bit latley. It’s nice to have something in common with the roomates.

So no big plans for the weekend. I think Dan was going to the brewary so we might do that. Or we might not. I was going to see if the rockies were playing this weekend. I might go see that, but who knows. I’d be content with just sleeping all weekend.

I’m not kidding either. My body hates me right now. I’m sure it’s just built up aggression and it’s now punishing me for it. I’m so sleepy too … which is probably why I will end this entry shortly.

I also have a picture for you today, however I’m to tired to go through and post it, comment it ect … I’ll give you two surprises tommorow

Until then … remember. Happiness is like peeing in your pants. everyone can see it, but only you can feel its warmth, and also sorry if this entry seems to jump. I’m jump like that …

Also, my video of the day. Starting to like this video/photo of the day thing.

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Appetizer
How fast can you type?
Pretty fast! But sometimes I can m155p3llz w0rdz so I try to slo w it downn a bit.

Soup
What is your favorite online game?
Yahoo pool! Oh wait, poker! …. hmmmm, yea, I’m going to have to say Yahoo! Pool!

Salad
On a scale of 1 to 10 (with 10 as highest), how intelligent do you think you are?
1. There is so much in life that I’m nieve about, so much that I want to learn via books or mistakes. I’m stupid in the grand scheme of things.

Main Course
Name three of your best teachers from your school years.
Mrs. Zamie, Mrs. Zamie and Mrs. Zamie. She was amazing. A true hero of mine. I think she’s the reason I have gotten to where I am in life professionally. Truley Amazing.

Dessert
What are your plans for this upcoming weekend?
No plans. I think I’ll sit in my bean bag chair eating cheese puffs watching late night info commercials. Wanna Join?

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