Back to square one.

It seems like alot in my life is “back to square one”. As if a massive reset button has been pushed. It’s hard to explain really but I can site multiple instances of this.

For example, in Call of Duty I am going through prestige mode, in which I have to start completely over. No perks, no weapons. No money. Nothing. Ok, probably not a great example … but give me a few more paragraphs.

I recently got a job, and instead of nothing everything there was like at my previous employment, I’m starting over. Learning new systems, learning new personalities, new technologies.

I’ve had Bella now for six months, so I’m learning to be a responsible person all over again. Things that I thought were responsible, are still, but there are additional things. Food, water, love.

I recently got a ridiculous burn and it finally healed. And guess what, today, put on a pound of sun tan lotion and guess what. Burned again.

Back to square one.

There are a few other issues, significantly bigger. Significantly.

I’ve had so much transpire in the past few weeks. So much. I just feel like my life has been reset back to square one.

The nice thing is, even though I feel like my life’s been reset. The experience I’ve gained throughout hasn’t been reset.

Until next time,

-kc