I wanted to clear my head about what’s been going on in my life the past few weeks. As usual, this is more for me than for you, but seeing as you’re here, feel free to follow along. I find that when I think aloud of problems I have, that I can approach the problems more clearly.
Before I get going, I wanted to just say something. This poor blog. It’s been my whipping post my entire life and sadly today will be no different. On a more upbeat note, seeing as I’m not a negative nancy(I only write about one in my blog), this blog has served as a great outlet of stress.
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
The rockies are killing me. We’ve blown a few games in the 9th inning, and as much as I respect the work Huston Street does, he makes me nervous. Way nervous. Also, before I get to my negativity, let me just say that I absolutely love how when a home run is hit, you can see everybody’s head move with the location of the ball. That’s a pretty cool view if you ask me.
So, here we go … where to begin.
Wow.
Work is fine as of today, but two weeks ago I was pretty stressed out trying to mop up a mess I made. We released some major changes to the software and I missed a join in my SQL I changed. I didn’t think it was that big of a deal originally, and as it turns out it wasn’t but it took a week to figure out the damages. All in all I only sent out 6 emails to 25 people and 3 of those people’s the emails bounced. So roughly ~100 emails. Not a big deal I thought, and like I said, eventually it wasn’t but it was stressful none the less.
The same day I released my code I had an HOA meeting as well. To catch everybody up to speed. I bought a nice new condo about a year and a half ago. I really honestly do dig it, inside. Outside, is a little different story. Probably not the greatest area, and as I found out on Thursday two weeks ago, Section-8 Housing is supposedly going up where the other units were supposed to be built. I spent an entire day last week trying to figure out my city/county laws, and right now nothing is being built. However this information contradicts the local PD that says they know for a FACT that the land around my condo was sold and that the housing will be built within a year. Anyways, what I’m getting at is that the past two weeks of my life I’ve earned my paycheck, life swiftly and effectively kicked me in the pants.
Alot more has happened but that I’ll keep for another blog post. Maybe later. Maybe not. We’ll see. I’ve got this Linkin Park song stuck in my head. It’s called “Waiting for the end” and it basically sums my life up PERFECTLY at this very second…. go check it out.
So alot’s happened. As stupid as this is going to sound, I’ve really learned alot about myself in the past few weeks. It’s funny, when life is going well, my mind is usually racing, trying to solve this and that, I over think situations, am too over analytical, but when it comes to chaos and stress. My mind just stops, I see everything clearly and I just attack whatever comes my way.
No pressure no diamonds.
Peace, I’m outta here.
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