“Run away, and live to run away another day”. I’m paraphrasing of course, but those were somewhat the words of Captain Jack Sparrow. Perhaps somebody in time of more historical importance said it, but for now I’ll credit Captain Jack.
“Run away, and live to run away another day”. I like it. Unfortunately for me, I realized that’s how I tend to live my life. Preventative defense,bend but don’t break, however you want to describe it. I’m not sure I like it, although it’s always have been something I’ve done regardless. It’s a funk. A life long funk. Is it even possible to have a life long funk? I’m not sure, I hope though there are others out there like me.
The glass is always half empty. Always preparing for the worst. Strange.
I’ve had this conversation with myself at times. Although that’s not saying much. Usually conversations with myself(and I have them daily) go as follows:
“Dude, your dumb for thinking that … why don’t you rationalize that decision and tackle the outcome tomorrow?”
“Your a poo-poo head”.
Nice.
Welcome to my world.
Anyways, I need to be heading to bed. I’ll post more tomorrow, perhaps.
G’Night All,
-kc
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Tags: rationalize, conversation, preparing for the worst, living my life, funk
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