As I boarded the Nine Mile train, I looked around and noticed I was alone. I was driving home and some idiot ran a red light and was about 2 feet from making me road kill. I reflected and realised that I responded to a job posting on craigslist which I would have normally never did.
"Objects in rear-view mirror may appear closer than they are". I was thinking about this today. Sometimes I try to make things too abstract in my life. Had I only said hello to the girl in line today I wouldn’t be here alone, if I wasn’t doing 3 miles over the speed limit I would have timed my death just right, or had I not clicked "send" with my resume, I wouldn’t have a job. I try to make things in black and white, time and time again. I try to make life so simple. However, life isn’t simple, nor is it black and white. There are shades of grey, and further more there are many many more shades of grey. Life isn’t as simple as I make it, nor is it in black and white.
I’m still learning, I’ve made my mistakes and although I’d like to think I’m a smart guy, I’ve got so far to go …
I hate how it takes for white knuckle experiences to open my eyes.
/ugh.
so …
<img src="http://www.ozweegoville.com/Chron/images/white_legs.jpg" align=left width=250>I know, just what you needed right? A pair of white legs, but I just wanted to prove that I was rolling around on the rapids grass! Tommorow I will also be(hopefully) posting my pictures from the rockies game but we’ll see. I’ve got alot to do with the website.
/sigh.
I can’t even think straight. I went to the movies tonight too. I saw transformers. Great movie. Awesome cars too. I think it was well done.
I still can’t think straight. I wish I had somebody here to curl up with and fall asleep with.
I still can’t think straight. I have alot to do, packing for my vacation, packing for my move and going apartment shopping.
/sigh.
I hope I can think straight soon enough.
Well, I’m going to be heading to bed soon, so I figured I’d say goodnight.
I wanted to leave myself with two gifts. The only two songs I can honestly say go hand in hand with my life. Songs that have motivated and inspired me, songs that have gotten me through some very difficult times.
Songs that will put me to sleep tonight, and many more nights to come.
Night all.
I love it, so many great lyrics in it.
"Do you feel an underlying sense of urgency or are you as blind as me?".
"I’m so sick of all these people, but I’m scared to be alone"
"If life has taught me anything i forgot it long ago"
"I cant bear the thought of losing, I dread the attention winning brings"
And my favorite part …
<blockquote>
"the heart is something you can’t control
we either choose to follow or be left on our own
so we’re leaving here on a less-travelled road
as desperate cries grow louder,
I know we’re getting close, getting close!"
</blockquote>
Great great great song!
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Here is another from the offspring. Sometimes I feel like I have no brakes. I’d go into more detail but I’m tired 
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