<blockquote>I can’t seem to understand it how you’ve turned out to be so coldYou tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?It’s funny to me how you’ve turned into such a jokeAnd SacrificeFalse Pretense, You’ll learn againStop Pretending, don’t denyFalse pretense, you’ll learn again</blockquote>It’s funny how life has a way of treating you like an etch a sketch. One minute you have a beautiful masterpiece, and something comes along and taps it and erases half of it. Other times it erases everything, and you build and create something bigger and better.A blessing in disguise.I’ve been given alot of these scenarios as of late. I can’t complain at all really.It’s startling at first, but once my thoughts were collected, everything has turned out fine.Everything has turned out fine. I just have to keep repeating that.Somehow it always does …<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/r4YFgOEMeZA"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/r4YFgOEMeZA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>

So I just wanted to update everybody, that yes I’m still alive! Hectic month for me … I’m moving into my apartment and either tommorow or the day after will be when my help(and trucks) arrive to get me all squared away.I’m really excited. We got my new couch moved over there, and I bought frames for all my posters so it looks semi adult. haha, it’s kind of hard seeing as they are all comic books. My bathroom is decked out in spidey man. hehe … awesome. I love it.I’m really excited. Scared. But excited. ‘Tis life.I also am going to the doctor tomorrow. I know, 6 weeks later … but I was having a hard time breathing, and now I’m starting up with a double ear infection.10am. Hopefully the doc will hook a brother up! If it were winter time I’d suffer, but seeing as it’s summer there are many things I want to keep doing, like camping, …

<img src=http://www.ozweegoville.com/Photo_Gallery/Photos/TripHome/CIMG2080.jpg align=left width=75>So, I said I’d post more when I had the chance, and I suppose that now’s the best chance I’ll have for a while.I"m taking a break from packing. /ugh.It wouldn’t be so bad, but my roommate decided he would just take the stuff that he wanted that was his, and leave the rest of his shit here. "OH, you can just throw it away". Fuck me. That’ll take an entire day.Whatever.Luckily I’ve got an entire week ahead of me to logically plan things out, and make sure I get everything squared away properly. I’m really looking forward to this move, but it’s hitting me, and hitting me hard. I’m not sure if I like living alone. Even now, although the house is full of people’s belongings, it still feels like others live here. My own place, will be … my own place.Scary eh?I had every intent on writing about my vacation but I"m so tired, and …

<blockquote><b>Thursday’s Thought</b>Isn’t a boneless chicken wing just a chicken nugget?</blockquote>Man. There are so many things I need to put here, I just don’t have the time unfortunately. When the time is right, I’d imagine I’ll post a long thoughtful blog.Until then, just know that things are going well for me, I had a great trip and once I get the chance to actually post a blog to give the past 2 weeks justice, then you’ll see me here.Also, I posted new photos. Check ‘em out.Peace all.

Life is good. So good …<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jm5AMwooqSY"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jm5AMwooqSY" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>I got good news. I got application got accepted for the apartment AND they even told me that I could move in a week earlier at no additional charge.Sweet.Things are on the up and up.No more stumbling on stones unturned.

Just breathe …"One thousand and one"Just breathe …"One thousand and two"Keep breathing …"One thousand and three"*five hours later*"One million, two hundred and thirty five thousand"What a weekend.I’ve been reading a bunch of survival handbooks. I’d like to think that if there were ever a time in my life where I’m stranded, in an emergency I’d have enough common sense to get myself out of sticky situations. It’s incredibly the 1001 uses of a toothpick, or the 21 ways to boil water without water.Of course I’m kidding, but it’s one of those, "Oh hey, I would never thought of that! Great idea!".One of the neatest things so far that <a href=http://www.amazon.com/SAS-Survival-Handbook-Survive-Climate/dp/0060578793/ref=pd_bbs_1/102-7455604-3041721?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1183956090&sr=8-1>this book</a> has said is that no matter where we are in life, we always come up with our very own survival techniques. Whether it’s at work, at home or stuck in traffic. It also said something that I found interesting is that alot of the things we learn and …

As I boarded the Nine Mile train, I looked around and noticed I was alone. I was driving home and some idiot ran a red light and was about 2 feet from making me road kill. I reflected and realised that I responded to a job posting on craigslist which I would have normally never did."Objects in rear-view mirror may appear closer than they are". I was thinking about this today. Sometimes I try to make things too abstract in my life. Had I only said hello to the girl in line today I wouldn’t be here alone, if I wasn’t doing 3 miles over the speed limit I would have timed my death just right, or had I not clicked "send" with my resume, I wouldn’t have a job. I try to make things in black and white, time and time again. I try to make life so simple. However, life isn’t simple, nor is it black and white. …

The past few days have been crazy for me to say the least.Monday we went to the baseball game(I took a ton of pictures) after work, we had a great time(or at least I did). It was nice to talk to my other boss out in California. He talked to me about the direction of the company, his confidence in it all and what his expectations were. It’s always nice to hear the viewpoints of others, and it doesn’t hurt to hear viewpoints of people in which I respect.Tuesday we had a couple meetings and afterwards went back to the grindstone. We’ve got a few launches with clients coming up so it’s getting to be crunch time again. No worries. Being busy is a good thing.Today, I ever every intention on going to see Transformers the movie. However, I didn’t get back last night until 1 or so … I went to smoke some stogies and have a few beers …

"You’re gonna stand there, owning a fireworks stand, and tell me you don’t have no whistling bungholes, no spleen spliters, whisker biscuits, honkey lighters, hoosker doos, hoosker donts, cherry bombs, nipsy daisers, with or without the scooter stick, or one single whistling kitty chaser?No… because snakes and sparklers are the only ones I like.Well that might be your problem, it’s not what you like, it’s the consumer."<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/WH2uifOWP-k"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/WH2uifOWP-k" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>HAHA, Joe Dirt. Great Movie.I didn’t do a whole lot today. I got alot of things sorted out that I needed to. I even remembered to pay rent on time! Yay for me!Aside from sitting and watching movie/soccer all day, I didn’t do much. I organized my mail, opened a ton of mail and shredded another ton. I created a budget for myself that I’d like to stick too so I can get on route with my purchase of a new vehicle.I heard …

So I’m going to be taking one for the team, all of humanity. Basically I’ve been sick now for the past 2 weeks or so, give or take and so it continues …It’s a virus. I know this because not only has everybody told me it’s a virus, but when doing research it tells me so. By research I mean googling "Green Snot". I know, scientific right? Anyways, when one has a virus and a doctor prescribes antibiotics to purley stop the patients complaining, it only makes the virus strain that much more resistant to antibiotics. I figure if I don’t take them, the virus won’t be getting stronger so you guys can take the antibiotics and mess it up for everybody. I slept in pretty late. I got home pretty late so I figure it was justified. I went over to Brendes Garage sale at about 2 oclock or so. That was immediatly afterward my shower so that …