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May 2007

Is it not the sweetest flower?

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What is love? What is this longing in our hearts for togetherness? Is it not the sweetest flower? Does not this flower of love have the fragrant aroma of fine, fine diamonds? Does not the wind love the dirt? Is not love not unlike the unlikely not it is unlikened to? Are you with someone tonight? Do not question your love. Take your lover by the hand. Release the power within yourself. Your heard me, release the power. Tame the wild cosmos with a whisper. Conquer heaven with one intimate caress. That’s right don’t be shy. Whip out everything you got and do it in the butt. By Leon Phelps
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Haha. I love this movie, and for those that have never seen it, it’s the ladies man. Hilarious movie.

Anyways, work is going really really really well right now. With each passing week we are gaining more clients and with each passing week we get more and more prospects. It seems really weird riding the tail wind of my boss who’s put in all of his hard work, but I guess that’s how every business is started.

I only bring it up because we were told to live up the "free time" we currently have given we are going to get busy soon.In the last few weeks we’ve gone to movies during work on Friday’s.

Yesterday’s movie was SpiderMan 3. I can’t believe I’m saying this but it was horrible. Had I not had super high expectations it probably wouldn’t have been so bad, however, given how amazing spiderman1 and spiderman2 were, spidey 3 was pretty lackluster.

The horrible was lacking, the storyline was pathetic. The acting was below par as were the special effects. They(as in the writers) did not give the audience a big enough reason to hate the bad guys like in previous spidey’s.

Oh well .. I guess I’m too big of a movie critic.

So tonight is the rapids game! wooohoo! I’m excited. I need to get ready …

Peace All,
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A broken hallelujah

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In the end it’s right … I hope you had the time of your life.
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So the new website isn’t coming along however all the backend work is nearly complete. I just need to find more time to work on it that’s all.

I also figured I’d post my photos of the day, and share with you.

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4-27-07<br>
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Denver nights are so perfect. Cool, crisp and bug free.

4-28-07
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Car wash time. My favorite time of all! I get kiddy like a little school boy :)

4-29-07
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haha, as you can see all of my stogies in the background o_0 My new addiction, FUZE!

4-30-07
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Platoon. Amazing Movie. My first time I’ve actually watched it all the way through!

5-01-07
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My amatuer stogy collection. It’s growing!

Today(5-02-07)
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It’s 11:30, but I doubt I’ll be getting any sleep any time soon.

So this song is just amazing. It’s called hallelujah and this version is by john cale. Just ignore the silly video and listen.
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A simple press of a button …

Isn’t it amazing how with a simple click of a button, years later you can find yourself reminiscing of days gone past?

I found myself going through my photo gallery and with every photo that I have, or have taken I remember exactly what I was doing and exactly the thoughts that were running through my head.

I ran across quite a few of family. My little lexi lou. My old apartment complex. Stevie too. I think of her every now and then, but I doubt she thinks of me, and when she does she probably thinks I’m the anti-christ.

I’ve been wanting to go back to church actually. Pretty badly to boot, and anybody that knows me is probably thinking wow, really? Yes really. The other day as silly as it sounded, I was speaking aloud to the only one I thought(the proverbial god) who was listening. I was wanting rain and I got it. The weird thing was that night I had the same dream I usually have which is me crouched in the corner of my bathroom screaming bloody murder asking why. I really wish he’d forgive me so I can forgive him and we can just move on. I would really honestly like to go back but I’m pretty sure that Stevie thinks I’m the anti-christ and I wouldnt want to take church away from her becuase I know how important it is. It sucks really but, I’m content with listening to the services online.

I’m tired of playing games really.

Speaking of playing games, I apologise for not writing as of latley or posting my pictures like I promised. I’ve been checking out the dating scene as of late. So far, I’ve had dinner with a guy who’s obssessed with my black socks(haha, i’m not gay, that would be Dan). I’ve had a date with a GORGEOUS 20 year old who was dumb as a box of rocks, couldn’t keep a conversation nor could she even give an idea of what she wanted to do with her life. I’ve dated a 21 year old who had a great personality but her acorn seemed to fall a little too high from the tree. I’ve dated one other since last thursday and all of which have been so dissapointing. I’m going to keep trying, and as soon as I stop trying I’m sure that’s when I’ll meet miss perfect.

With all this dating it’s made me really think what I want in a woman. It’s quite simple really. Somebody relatively attractive, outdoorsy, girlie and super smart. I know, it’s going to be a while, but I can dream. I realise that Stevie is a great person. And I know your reading too stevie. Even though you don’t want to admit it, I know you are. Your the only person I know from regis who would ever come to my website. Anyways, your a great person. So beautiful in every regard. So smart and head strong. You know what you want in life and your not afraid to go after it. You have no idea how beautiful that makes you. We didn’t see eye to eye on alot of things, and unfortunatly what you wanted in life didn’t involve me which is fine. I do want you to know that I appreciate the time we had together. It wasn’t wasted, for now I know what I really want in life and that’s to be comfortable in my own skin, knowing somebody else loves me for me and I can give that love back.

it’s truly amazing how life works out. whether it be the effects of a butterfly flapping it’s wings halfway across the continent or the amazing memories that one can instantly remember by a simple press of a button …

Amazing. Go and cherish it, in the moment, for when the moments gone, all you have is just a photo to look at …

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