Oh brother. I can’t tell you how tired I am, but exhausted I think may actually come close. I woke up this morning and if my body could talk, it would have chewed me out to the high heavens.Work has been slowly eating at me. It’s slowly starting to creep up on me, so afterwards I decieded to go fishing. I think I’ll be making that a regular outing for me. It’s so peaceful and relaxing. Tonight was perfect too. The moonlight kept shining and helped me to bait my hook. The pelecans were out in full force tonight too.So very peaceful.My father called me tonight too. We talked for a bit, and of course I was still fishing. Its always nice to talk to my old man.Great times …So here I am. Sipping on my rasberry ice tea and mowing down some white chocolate macadamian nut cookies. oohhh so tasty.This song, is so great. Of course he’s talking about …

Today was a weird one for sure. For the first time in a very long time, things just seemed to work. Almost as if I wasn’t in control of my life(professionally and personally) or even in control of the simplest of things. I think it started today when something that I was working on never works the first time, did. Another weird thing happened when it turned from 80 degrees out to freezing cold. I didn’t have a jacket or anything, and out of nowhere I get a package from the mls store with a hoodie inside of it. I needed one big time, and it’s almost as if it came out of thin air. I had thought I ordered it 2 weeks back, but unfortunately when I called the store they said no order had been placed in my name. I wasn’t expecting it at all …A couple other things happened but I can already hear a few of …

It always feels weird going to Brendens shindigs. Perhaps because here we all are sitting around a porch, 50% of everybody is over 40, and the other 49% are pre-teen, and then there is me.Of course we get to talking, I’m there, sipping on a beer and the stories come flying out from left field. Most of which require the kiddies to leave which in itself is hilarious but to make matters even more awkward for myself I often feel like I should be leaving the room too! When we eat, there are two tables setup. The "adult" table and the "kiddy" table.Part of me wants to sit at the kiddy table again, and the other part of me wants to sip my coors light and puff on my cohiba with the adults.I suppose I haven’t offically transitioned myself into that mindset yet, which in itself is odd. You would think being a 22 year old would mean your officially …

Today was a pretty good day. It was drizzly out all day long which was really nice. Shame I couldn’t enjoy it more, but the view from my desk was a good one. I’ve felt sleepy all day, but now that it’s night I’m wide awake.Well, sortof …The last few days given the weather I’ve just come home and relaxed. It feels really good just to watch football all day in a super clean apartment. I can’t remember if I said that or not, but I cleaned the apartment super clean. Only thing I have left is my bathroom and bedroom, but in due time.It’s going to help tremendously when it comes time to pack, which will be soon. Very soon.Jess has already left for Kansas. It seems kind of surreal to have this huge apartment to myself, but I imagine it’s good for me to get "warmed up" to the thought of me being alone at my other apartment.It’s …

Yet another great, eventful, productive, cleansing weekend I’ve had. Yesterday we went to the Rapids game, and before hand we went to Famous Dave’s BBQ. WOW. AMAZING! It was so damn tasty, it should be illegal. I had a huge baskett full of "rip tips"(no idea what that is, but it was damn good), it came with corn on the cob, and a piece of cornbread, PLUS, two sides. I seriously felt bad afterwards. I ate sooo much and they probably had to butcher a whole cow just for me! It was so good. Nothing I can say will justify it’s tastyness.Rapids tied. Bastards! I’d rather have a tie then a loss I’d imagine.Afterwards we had our usual beer and stogy, and talked. I really do enjoy both brenden and denise’s hospitality. I feel weird though becuase it’s like talking to my dad. He’s always got good advice to give …Speaking of which, I’m going to see how much it’s …

The last few weeks here in Denver have been pretty much perfect weather. I love it! Tons of good thunderstorms, days full of rain and puddle jumping. It’s been so relaxing I’ve been able to close my eyes and just listen as the rain hits the lightrail windows on my way home.On top of that, it’s so warm and sunny when it needs to be. It’s no nice to feel the warm summer sun beaming on your face as you step outside.So many great thing the summer brings. Mini Skirts, long bike rides, sunburns, BBQ’s, swimming, bikinis, string bikinis. Of course, the summer brings alot of bad things too such as mini skirts, long bike rides, sunburns, BBQ’s, swimming, bikinis, string bikinis. It’s weird how somethings make your great/crappy list isn’t it? Trust me, you have to take the good with the bad, and it’s well worth it.Yesterday for me was killer. My body ached and screamed at me every …

What a lucky day I’ve been having.<img src=http://ozweegoville.com/Photo_Gallery/Photos/new365/5_16_07.jpg width=300>What an jealous day I’m having! Brandi is soaking up the rays in San Diego! I told her when she got there to send me a picture of her toes in the sand and that’s exactly what she sent. I wish I could see the ocean … when I flew from england I was too young and I was told by a little birdie(aka my mom) that I slept the entire way. So to this day I have yet to see the ocean with my very own eyes. Hopefully she has a great time …First it started at work. I realize I’m a programmer but I’m not a physic. The past week I’ve been pretty much guessing at the work that others have been doing. It’s kind of hard to explain, but just know that it was complete luck that got me going today.I’ve been working at work(go figure) on my code …

It’s amazing how big of a part an ego can play in a relationship. Whether it’s at the office, at home or anywhere really on this road of life. Even moreso amazingly, it can even play a big role in relationships that you thought were once over. Sometimes it can break up the best relationships and other times it’s there like an iron curtain keeping the beast at bay. It’s a sad truth, but a truth none the less. It’s just a matter who’s ego and pride filled hearts gives in first.Now that I can write in a little more privacy it feels good. It’s been something I’ve been wanting to do for a while now and just never had time to. By no means am I blocking anybody from my thoughts, however I’m making it a bit more reclusive for myself, afterall, this journal is for me and I’ve never really have been one to play to an audience.I …

I’m so tired … this rain is making me very very sleepy!Anywho, sorry for the email confirmation verification before you entered the site today. I had to implement something. I’ve noticed a few unwelcome visitors.Anywho, I’m heading to bed now!Night!-kc

So, this weekend was pretty eventful and has left me with a feeling that I need another day off. All in all though, it was a great way to finish up the week, and usher in a new one.If only they could have all been this great.Hmmmm, well journal, yesterday when I left you I was describing the rest of the day I had planned and it all went according to plan.Better actually.I left at about noon or so for my bike ride… and I didn’t get back until about 4pm. I did my normal ride, but halfway through I caught up with a group of older guys who were very receptive to a new comer, and as we rode we got to chatting. Normally where I turn off and head back, they kept going … I was somewhat confused because I had been this way before as well and it lead to a dead end. Well, they showed me …