I’m so sick. I feel like a VW beetle smashed me from both sides. My body and bones aches, my stomach hurts and my nose is running like a faucet that was never turned off.

Good Times.

I’m heading to bed. Ugh. So tired …

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Hmmmm, a very close 2nd to the LK

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Unfortunately fellow readers, I don’t blog about my views on world peace, nor do I blog about ways of solving domestic violence or my findings(or lack of findings) of scientific cures for cancer.

I do however blog about my daily life … my daily events. What makes me tick, what ticks me off, what makes me happy or sad. Sometimes even what I’m thinking about now, and what I’m thinking towards my future. My blog is a chronicle of my life, for me and for me alone to reflect on years past and to dream about the years in the future.

So, for those that are here to read, and for a very select few that are here to "snoop".

Don’t expect too much for if you do, you might be sorely disappointed.

I only say all of this because I get the feeling, not only in my personal or professional life, but in everybody’s regular day to day lives that expectations are far to high.

Now that I’ve got that off my chest, I was finally able to sit back and relax today. Yesterday me and Dan went to the mountains. It was about 65 degrees when we left and when we got there it was snowing pretty bad. We hiked for a bit, threw some snowballs slid down some slippery slops and finally escaped the mountain alive. Afterwards it was off to D&B for pool beer and fun. Next time though, I’m going to try my luck at shuffle board. Whether I want to face the truth I stink horribly at pool. Its always so much easier on yahoo …

Shuffleboard however, I’m sure I can be good at that. It’s like curling meets crack.

We get home only for more drama to follow. It seems like my roommate and his girlfriend are always arguing, fighting and laying guilt trips. Of course, after every argument it’s always the same, Kiss and make up. For an outsider looking in, it looks like there is alot of kissing going on. I envy him. I don’t think I could do it. Part of me though thinks that he’s really in love, but another bigger part of me thinks it’s the first real relationship love. I’ve been there done that. I once thought Joanna my first serious relationship was gods gift to women only to realize that with each passing relationship gets better and better. I’m not saying that she may not be the one for him, but from an outsider’s view it sure looks that way.

Coming from a bachelor it probably looks like dismissable advice but it’s not meant to be advice, just another viewpoint.

Oh well … that’s what makes life so amazing. Anything can happen and what should happen will happen. In the end, everything winds up as it should.

As I look outside, the wind is starting to pick up, the clouds are moving in and hopefully soon the rain will follow. I can only hope thats the way the universe intended tonight to be.

Before I leave you, take a moment and soak in these two things. I can’t get this Smashing Pumpkins ~ Disarm song out of my head. Amazing. Good Stuff.

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Here is my photo for today, however instead of words, imagine if you will the amazing smell that’s present.
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So I’m super today. Even more so I’m super tired so I’ll keep this short and sweet. Perhaps while the rapids are whipping up on Dallas tommorow I’ll elaborate. Until then, I’ll leave you with my photo of the day.
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That would be dan kicking my butt … grrrr

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Peace, i’m outta here.

Great song I finally had the chance to listen to today …
SmashingPumpkins ~ Disarm
Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one whos left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
Whats a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

Today at lunch we had a conversation about being old and being alone. It seemed like everybody but me seemed like it was up to ourselves if we want to be alone. I also added that’s probably why people around my age are such in a rush to get married, so that way they won’t have to be the old guy at the club.

I know I’ve always worried about that. Of course I’m only 22 and my co-workers always laugh and tell me I’m so young. I guess I am, and it’s easy to oblige when everybody I’m around is well into their 30′s. I’m just not so sure that we as individuals have the ability to "be alone" or "be with someone". I’m not quite sure(or confidant for that matter) that that decision is up to us. Being the hypocrite that I am, I don’t think that is something that GOD controls either for it’s free will.

I dunno. For now though I’ve just been soaking in all the freedom and hoping that I won’t be the old guy at the club ..

I am just in a daze right now. Just staring at my monitor. Where did this week go? I can’t believe it’s already Friday. Unbelievable. My goal tonight was to come home and do nothing. I’m so mentally exhausted. For a change I actually succeeded in doing nothing. Pretty big accomplishment I thought.

Well, I didn’t do nothing completely. My new T-Mobile Dash came in today which was super exciting. I thought I would be getting a refurbished one but it actually turned out being brand spanking new. How super duper sweet is that? It took me quite a while to get it up to snuff(configuring emails, the home ect …). I didn’t realize how complex and yet so simple windows mobile was o_0 It’s very cool. Now I’ve got email/txt msgs/IM ect … I even downloaded my chris rock and was able to watch it on it. So far I like the Dash 100 times better than the Pearl. I suppose I’m biased because my Pearl kept dieing.

So .. no big plans for the weekend. Well, actually I do, but none that I can think of at this moment. I’m beat.

Me and lauren chatted again today. Apparently she was asked to take some photos for her class. Take a peek below.

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Those are great pictures. Thought I’d share.

**my picture of the day**
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The hustle and bustle of downtown D-Town.

So … I’m out! Night all.

Wish enough, wise man’ll tell you a lie
Window broke, torn up screens
Who’d have thought that you’d dream
Of a single tragic scene

I just wanna sing a song with you
I just want to take it off of you

Cause Blue Eyes
You are all that I need
Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the sweet to my mean

Fess it up, dot on the palm of your hand
I can help you to stand
Saved it up for this dance
Tell me all the things you can

I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna be the one that’s true

Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes

All the lights on and you are alive
But you can’t point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned
But you don’t know
You don’t know the greatness you are

Cause Blue Eyes
You are destiny’s scene
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna be the one

I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna get it on with you

Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna sing a song with youÂ…

I gave myself a wet willy today. I know, crazy eh? My earbud fell on the floor to my headphones so my first instinct to clean it off was to wash it off. Haha. I didn’t think twice, lets just put it that way …

I think it’s been one of those days.

Today my jersey came in. I bought a sweet buffalo bills jersey from online for dirt cheap. Only because he was a traded player, but he may be coming to Denver so I thought it’d be a good idea to show off where D-Town stole the talent from

Hehe. D-Town Theifs! Well, not yet of course, but perhaps?

So what else …

My humidor is kicking … but still not humid enough unfortunately I’m trying a few things to get it going but we’ll see. It seems really dry inside so I don’t think I’ll be putting any cigars in there anytime soon. Unless they are tubed up of course …
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Overall today was a pretty sweet day. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet indeed!

Peace, I’m outta here!

HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS

"Wake Up Call"

Swim through these waters
My lungs collapse as I’m gasping for air
I’ll breathe you in (and I’ll breathe you in)
You are my oxygen alone

Through arteries untold, your skin is pale, my body’s cold
Way down, deep down in my lungs
I can hear our sweet decay

So spill my blood (SO SPILL MY BLOOD)
Midnight skies turn scarlet red
Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall into the night
Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall

Everyone and everything feels like it slips away
Way down, deep down in my lungs, I can hear you as you fade

So spill my blood (SO SPILL MY BLOOD)
Midnight skies turn scarlet red
Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall into the night
Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall

Wake me up from this nightmare
Wake me up, I know that i am drowning in the blood
Wake me up from this nightmare
Wake me up, I know I am drowning in the blood from a pitch black heart
Cut my throat
Spill my blood
Cut my throat
Spill my blood
Pitch black heart

Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall into the night
Say "so long," say "goodnight," and just hold out your hand
To catch me if I fall