Today at lunch we had a conversation about being old and being alone. It seemed like everybody but me seemed like it was up to ourselves if we want to be alone. I also added that’s probably why people around my age are such in a rush to get married, so that way they won’t have to be the old guy at the club.
I know I’ve always worried about that. Of course I’m only 22 and my co-workers always laugh and tell me I’m so young. I guess I am, and it’s easy to oblige when everybody I’m around is well into their 30′s. I’m just not so sure that we as individuals have the ability to "be alone" or "be with someone". I’m not quite sure(or confidant for that matter) that that decision is up to us. Being the hypocrite that I am, I don’t think that is something that GOD controls either for it’s free will.
I dunno. For now though I’ve just been soaking in all the freedom and hoping that I won’t be the old guy at the club ..
I am just in a daze right now. Just staring at my monitor. Where did this week go? I can’t believe it’s already Friday. Unbelievable. My goal tonight was to come home and do nothing. I’m so mentally exhausted. For a change I actually succeeded in doing nothing. Pretty big accomplishment I thought.
Well, I didn’t do nothing completely. My new T-Mobile Dash came in today which was super exciting. I thought I would be getting a refurbished one but it actually turned out being brand spanking new. How super duper sweet is that? It took me quite a while to get it up to snuff(configuring emails, the home ect …). I didn’t realize how complex and yet so simple windows mobile was o_0 It’s very cool. Now I’ve got email/txt msgs/IM ect … I even downloaded my chris rock and was able to watch it on it. So far I like the Dash 100 times better than the Pearl. I suppose I’m biased because my Pearl kept dieing.
So .. no big plans for the weekend. Well, actually I do, but none that I can think of at this moment. I’m beat. 
Me and lauren chatted again today. Apparently she was asked to take some photos for her class. Take a peek below.
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Those are great pictures. Thought I’d share.
**my picture of the day**
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The hustle and bustle of downtown D-Town.
So … I’m out! Night all.
Wish enough, wise man’ll tell you a lie
Window broke, torn up screens
Who’d have thought that you’d dream
Of a single tragic scene
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just want to take it off of you
Cause Blue Eyes
You are all that I need
Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the sweet to my mean
Fess it up, dot on the palm of your hand
I can help you to stand
Saved it up for this dance
Tell me all the things you can
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna be the one that’s true
Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
All the lights on and you are alive
But you can’t point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned
But you don’t know
You don’t know the greatness you are
Cause Blue Eyes
You are destiny’s scene
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna be the one
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna get it on with you
Cause Blue Eyes
YouÂ’re the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna sing a song with youÂ…
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