I’m not a trendy asshole.

Man.

I didn’t realize just how f00ked up the world is but it’s going to hell in a hand basket faster than panties dropping on prom night.

I swear, racist remarks get a man fired and yet a rapper can sing about degrading women and murder. RIAA suing teenagers for illegally downloading music, stating they are protecting artists, and yet none of the settlements ever actually go to the artist. Australia calling out Americas gun control policy and yet the the dude in VT doing the murdering is a foreign student. Republicans firing district attorneys and Democrats playing flip flop. I dunno … I suppose it’s just me getting older.

So when I left you on Sunday I went over to my buddies house and then headed to the Rapids game. Stupid refs. "Blue team sucks! blue team sucks!"
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WhoÂ’s your father?
WhoÂ’s your father?
WhoÂ’s your father, referee?
You havenÂ’t got one!
You havenÂ’t got one!
YouÂ’re a bastard, referee!
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Anyways, within the first 5 minutes of the game we got a Red card. Surprisingly though we kicked butt, and early in the second half Hercules scored a gorgeous goal that put us up 1-0. Unfortunately it didn’t last long. Only about 5 minutes left in the game the Chicago Fire scored It looked offsides to me but I am somewhat biased. The refs still stunk though.

Afterwards we came home and sat in the garage. We smoked some stogies and called it a night. He gave me one for the road which was nice of him. These are really nice cigars.
So Monday I went to work, came home and didn’t do much. I did however buy a humidor for my newly acquired cigars. Just a small one … but a humidor none the less. I also bought a really good butane lighter so now my stogies get torched instead of flamed o.0

I smoke probably once a week, but it’s nice and relaxing. I’ve been doing it lately while I’ve been learning Spanish or after really long days.

For some reason long days have been coming in regular intervals. I sort of miss female companionship. A part of me is so relieved not to be tied down, but another part of me wants to be able to go to bed holding another. It’s really weird I know but still … I miss the freedom of bachelor hood, and I miss being tied down. I suppose I should make up my mind one of these days.

I’m really just holding off a bit at least until I move. I know I can’t really stop love so to speak, but if I can postpone it until I move that would be super.

Speaking of moving, I’ve been looking up all kinds of furniture for my new place. I think I can get of scott free pretty much. I thought it was going to be ridiculously expensive but I don’t think it will. Especially if you do it right.

We’ll see though. I’m part scared. part nervous. part excited. part sad and part happy. I don’t know really …

What I do know is that life can’t really get any better than this. Everything seems to be lining up perfect for me …

Peace, I’m outta here.

I love the offspring. I’ve been listening to them 24/7 lately.

Smash Lyrics
Artist(Band):Offspring
Head over heels I’ve fit in before,
now, I don’t want to do it no more.
I’ve held it all in with blood on my face,
built it up man so bad you can taste.

I don’t slag no one,
I don’t even judge.
Don’t give a shit cause I’m not gonna budge.
I just want to be who I want to be,
Guess that’s hard for others to see.

I’m not a trendy asshole.
I do what I want,
I do what I feel like.
I’m not a trendy asshole.
I don’t give a fuck if it’s good enough for you.
Cause I’m alive.

Smash is the way you feel all alone,
like an outcast you’re out on your own.
Smash is the way you deal with your life,
like an outcast you’re smashing your strife.

Head over heels I’ve fit in before,
now, I don’t want to do it no more.
I just want to be who I want to be,
guess that’s hard for the others to see.

I’m not a trendy asshole.
I do what I want,
I do what I feel like.
I’m not a trendy asshole.
I don’t give a fuck if it’s good enough for you.
‘Cause I’m alive.

Head over heels I’ve fit in before,
now, I don’t want to do it no more.
I just want to be who I want to be,
guess that’s hard for the others to see.

I’m not a trendy asshole.
I do what I want,
I do what I feel like.
I’m not a trendy asshole.
I don’t give a fuck if it’s good enough for you.

I’m not a trendy asshole.
I do what I want,
I do what I feel like.
I’m not a trendy asshole.
I don’t give a fuck if it’s good enough for you,
‘Cause I’m alive.
I am alive.
I am alive.
I am alive.