I should know who I am by now

It’s amazing how one can find themselves starring in a GAP commercial. No? Surely you’ve been dancing at one point in your life and then all of a sudden everything just stops, and the cameras rotate a full 360 degrees and your stuck there motionless watching as everything is spinning by. Not necessarily passing you by, just spinning by.

I somewhat starred in my own gap commercial today. As of late, it’s been a pretty common occurrence. Perhaps you’ll see me on TV soon?

It’s been really nice actually just to stop breathe, soak all of everything in. Just to realize the opportunity and adventures that lie ahead of me, and how much my life has changed in the past few months.It seemed it all started since me and Stevie broke up, and although I once cared for her deeply, I think I’ve changed 180 degrees since then and am a much more matured individual with far more ambitions than one could shake a stick at.

I’ve got a to-do list about 10 miles long and besides the meaningless haircut, taking out the trash, ect … I’ve also added some greater items to the list which, being tied down could never accomplish. One of which is to learn Spanish. I think I’m serious and committed too which is a rarity. A bunch of us went to lunch the other day and Brandi(who’s hosting fashion Denver) knows Spanish! When did she learn Spanish? I’ve always wanted to, just never had the time! I’m going to try and stay focus this time …

Haha, ask me in a couple weeks how far I’ve come o.0

So this week and this weekend is going to be ridiculously busy. Friday night and Saturday morning I’m going to be helping chris and his wife and soon to be kiddo move into their new home. It’s about time! They keep trying to tell me god works in mysterious ways, but I’m not quite sure about that one. Regardless, I’m really happy for them.

The rest of Saturday I’ll be in fort fun. Adam’s time in D-Town is dwindling and he was given a job alot sooner than he anticipated so he’ll be gone to Chicago on Tuesday. It sucks, but it’s life … hopefully he’ll get a divorce and move back to D-Town. Ok …I was kidding but still So off to fort fun to BBQ.

Sunday is the rapids game and my jersey finally game in! Woohooo! It fits great too … I’m super stoked to go, and perhaps I’ll take better pictures. Apparently my old buddy at Broe will have his son’s soccer team there so I’ll be tagging along with them.

Yesterday I bought a good stoggie to light up afterwards so we’ll see.

All in all it should be an eventful weekend.

I like how my blogs are like seinfeld episodes. Useless and pointless, but I’m sure somebody out there is reading …

Hmmmm … but who?

Peace, i’m outta here.

Winter: Joshua Radin lyrics
Artist: Joshua Radin
Album: First Between 3rd And 4th
Year: 2004
Title: Winter Print
Correct
I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stand somehow
Thinkin’ of winter
The name is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you

But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake

The walk has all been cleared by now
Your voice is all I hear somehow
Calling out winter
Your voice is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake

I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still

Oh I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake