As desperate cries grow louder, I know we’re getting close

I’m not sure if blogging twice in one day is illegal, if you do think so, then sue me …

Today was a great day actually, but for some reason when I got home it just went downhill quick. Why? I have no idea … Even to this moment I’m trying to pinpoint what made me feel that way but I’m still coming up blank.

Today’s episodes of scrubs made me happy. Could it be that it was on for a full hour(every weekday). Nay. Could it be that it also comes on channel 2 immediately afterwards? haha … yea, okay, that was probably it.

Or could it be seeing my roommates girlfriend? Yea, but not in the way your thinking sicko. It made me realize that in just a few months, I’ll have to dress up in a slick tux, eat tons of free food, drink tons of free wine and leave that night knowing I won’t have to spend the rest of my life with the nagging, bitching, shitty cooking gold digging, no good, cheating …. *coughs* hehe, you get the picture. So was it that? Nay.

Could it have been the peace and tranquility I experienced as I was smoking my stogy and chatting with Mr. Robbins?

Nope …

Keep guessing ….

How about my weekend getaway to see the Rapids play on opening day?

How about waking up and being to work by 10 at a job I love, one in which I actually find myself pinching to see if it’s real?

Nope …

See, hopefully your just as confused as me … I have no idea why I would have gotten into one of my slumps … it’s just that I did and I’d like to know why.

So ah …. yea, that’s my randomness? Are you ready for more?

I’m tired of people talking to me about their other friends problems. Hey look, Ive got enough of my own, and Im perfectly fine listening to your problems, but come on … your friends drama? Please, I don’t need it …

Today was pretty cool at work. Today my first MLS was put into production. Somewhat of a memorable, and a big accomplishment in my career which will not be the last accomplishment, and will not be overshadowed by my "slump".

Man, I have no idea why I’m in this slump, things can’t be going any better for me. Life is rocking and rolling right now … haha, I dunno … I’m sure a good night’s sleep and I’ll feel right as rain.

Whatever slump I’m in, it will be short lived and it’ll soon be over … I know I’m getting close.

"the heart is something you can’t control
we either choose to follow or be left on our own
so we’re leaving here on a less-travelled road
as desperate cries grow louder,
I know we’re getting close, getting close"