This road to recovery has taken all I have.

Last night I went to the aquarium, and posted pictures in the aquarium section .. check them out ..

"I did nothing. I did absolutely nothing, and it was everything that I thought it could be."

Hehe, I need to watch that movie sometime soon. It was a classic for sure. Right now I’m watching rush hour and then I’ll be heading to bed. Actually, I’ll probably watch rush hour while in bed. Hopefully fall into a nice deep peaceful sleep. An uneventful night like I’ve had the past 3-4 months would be greatly appreciated. We’ll see though, I had far to many sugary donuts today. I was so hyper, which is why I think I’m going to be crashing hard here pretty soon.

**off topic** Jacki chan is awesome, I don’t care who you are.
**on topic**

Like I was saying, today I did alot of nothing. It was pretty great actually. I don’t really want to do it too often because with that much time to yourself, it’s hard not to think.

In my case it’s hard not to think. I’ve been thinking alot about alot of things. Stevie, work, donuts, video games, life, donuts, you know …life.

As with everything I’ve thought alot but really haven’t thought about it. No idea if that makes sense or not. With donuts I think I’ve eaten too much(and that jess has eaten waaaaaay more), with work I feel I’ve just hopped on board a gravy train, however only time will tell with that one. Video games, I finally am getting a chance to sit down and play at leisure, and with Stevie. Every time I think about her all I see is some other guy. I think it helps in this road to recovery, but it still hurts.

Regarding life, I’m still getting over a nasty cold. Every morning for the past 2 weeks I’ve woken up only to feel that my body was squashed by about 10 trains all at once.

Great times right?

Needless to say this road to recovery has taken all I have.

Road to Recovery ~ Rufio
He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he’s always dreamed of.
She didn’t plan on falling in love.
Upset the balance she’s wanted so long.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try
To succumb once again…again…

Well he lost control and gave up his heart.
To follow the girl that he’s always dreamed of.
She pulled away so scared of a love
That might have been more than she had planned on.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try To succumb once again…again…

Well love is a bitch all relationships end.
What happens now
When that persons gone.
The one who you thought
You could always count on.
You fall in love
And they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
All relationships end.

How do I let go of a love
That meant so much to me.
How do I go on
When your part of me.
I’m dying inside
Each time i see you.
Don’t lose sight of me
Cause yer all i see.
Your still all i see.
This road to recovery has taken all i have.