I’ve come so far but I’ve got so far to go …

I’m super sleepy, but figured I’d update my fanclub(or lack there of). Its actually pretty nice not having too many people visit … that just means that I get to keep what I say to myself.

**OFF TOPIC**
Firefox 2.0 is pretty dang slick … I only say that because it’s got spell check. How cool is that? I decided to upgrade to suse 10.1 which I’m loving …

Ok, back on track ….

Yesterday was my first day at my new job. I must say, it’s exceeded 100 fold what my expectations were. I can show up pretty much any time I want and as long as I get my stuff done, were gravy. So as long as I get in before 9 … I can usually get out by about 5 or so, depending if there are any "fires" to put out. Maybe more on that later … My first coding project is to develop a ticketing system(and/or) configure a pre-built one and modify it to do what we need. It is however going to be far more "tech-support" that I thought, but it’s cool regardless. I’ve been taking the light rail. Its been alot of fun really. I just sit back and read my book by mr obama, or the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy or I listen to my music. All are pretty enjoyable and let me detach myself from the real world.

As for me and Stevie. I’m pretty sure we are on the out and out. We really don’t talk, don’t text message each other. We are just a phantom of each others imagination really. I say that I love her, and I get a message back stating we are on different pages. I suppose I should get a clue … It’s amazing how within a few weeks things can change 180 degrees differently. Last time this happened to me was on valentines day about 2-3 years ago, and I found out that I was being cheated on. coincidence? Sometimes I think not …

At least I hope not … who knows.

Rise Against ~ Like the Angel
hey turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold

The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

A beating heart and a microphone,
A ticking clock in an empty home
Still tells of these times so long ago,
And even though Ive come so far, I know
Ive got so far to go and any day now Ill explode

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

Each and everyday it leads into tomorrow
And tomorrow brings one less day without you
But dont wait up just leave the light on
Cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

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