Any day now I’ll explode …

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"Even though I’ve come so far, I know I’ve got so far to go and any day now I’ll explode"
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So first and foremost I’m a liar. I said I was going to be posting my pictures shortly, my project 365 bi-monthly and I’d be posting more blog entries. 4 months later, still have not posted any pictures, my project 365 fell off the face of the planet and I am averaging 1-2 posts a month.

/sigh

Sorry. So much has happened though since the last time I was here. In fact, it’s been so long I actually had to go back and read my previous post to catch up. To make matters worse, my previous post isn’t even complete. I only touched on a few topics here and there, no detail. Nothing. As most of you know, I’m 1/10th of a journalist meaning I’ve got quite a ways to go, however the 1/10th journalist in me is disgusted with myself.

So where to begin you ask? How about patching up my last post, then moving on? Sound good? Thought so ..

My last post involved alot of very vague points, in short it’s work. We were informed to start looking for a new job because the CEO wants to fire all of the IT department, and the ones that are left will have to cover everybody’s slack. To put things into perspective, well .. I can’t really. Company is already operating on a bare bones IT department and yet more cuts are coming. Right now it’s not so bad, but soon it will be a joke. I’ve overcome my fears of unemployement and am okay with it. I’m confidant I will be alright. So if any of my fanclub knows a job where I can make 45-55k a year by doing absolutley nothing, let me know.

Lets see …

I went in for my sleep test last week and tommorow I have to actually go back and get it analyzed. Good news is I do not have sleep apnea(at least that’s what the tech said). Normally during a sleep test the tech will come in halfway through and put on a CPAP mask and test it, so you don’t have to come in again, but none of that. So we’ll see … I had 40+ sensor’s on me, and on top of that I had 6 dreams I didn’t know about! Crazy stuff …. but tommorow is when I see the doc and go from there. I told my folks and my sister about this and apparently she has the same problem too! I never knew that! I’m sure that will help tons to determine if it is something my folks gave to us.

So what else …

Christmas … oh that was fun. I had a 3 day vaction from work, after work on Friday, I had to be back to work by monday so basically I had to drive home friday night(didn’t get in until saturday morning) and then drove back on monday. We had to exchange gifts on christmas eve and the day before that we had a huge dinner. It was really a good trip, too quick of course, but good none the less. It stunk without lexi lou, but she wasn’t forgotten. My pops bought mom a couple pictures and of course it was a very emotional time. I can’t put into words how great everything was. It could have been better not driving and a little longer vacation, but besides that, it was great.

Some punks have been spamming my comment system.

JERKS! Oh well, i’ll just have to stay on top of it.

These photos I’ll be uploading(hopefully soon) will show all of the snow we got here in denver. Officially it was 23 inches, but drifts were well over 4 foot. The whole town was shutdown for a few days and made travel difficult. Ugh. http://www.insidebayarea.com/dailyreview/localnews/ci_4891524 , read more about it there. Unbeilevable.

So besides the blizzard, christmas, iverson coming to the nuggets, work going pretty crappy, no updates in forever … everything is going well ….

Peachy.

Great song here …

They turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold

The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

A beating heart and a microphone,
A ticking clock in an empty home
Still tells of these times so long ago,
And even though Ive come so far, I know
Ive got so far to go and any day now Ill explode

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

Each and everyday it leads into tomorrow
And tomorrow brings one less day without you
But dont wait up just leave the light on
Cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left