So I must confess. I have a secret. Ok so it’s not as juicey as one might think but here it is …
I’m a horrible foosball player. Yes I know, horrible. Well it’s not just me.
You see me and my 3 other roomates hold foosball tournements complete with a foosball trophy for the champion to put in his room until the next tournament is decieded. Basically the tournment is only valid if all parties agree that it’s ok to have a tournment. So yea, the past 4 weeks, Jess one of my roomates I work with is undefeated. NOBODY can beat him! Grrrrr …
Maybe I’ll post a picture of me whenever I win for once … who knows, we’ll see.
So this song came on my launch.yahoo.com player by Maroon 5 called ‘She will be loved’. My heart, chest and all just sank. I just reminded me of everything that’s transpired with me over the past few years of my life with the opposite sex. I kind of had to gulp hard.
I immediatly packed up my walkman, running/biking gear and I left. 12 miles I rode my bike. I just kept riding and riding and riding until it burned. Burned it did. Tonight probably wasn’t the best night to do such a stunt becuase I have to wake up at 7 in the morning but I figure it’s ok, I’ll sleep that much better tonight. I’ll hold on to my pillow that much more tighter and my dreams will be sweeter. I wish some of my memories would just fade. Just fade into the abyss of my mind. That would be nice.
I just have so much stuff that I need to concentrating on rather then women. OzweegoVille, myself, coding, doom3. Hehe, yes I know, all cheesy stuff but those are all the things that I want to do. I want to work more on my website, I want to get into shape, carve my mind into stone. I need to start coding and also I need to beat my new game I got a few weeks ago Doom3.
So much to do and slowly it’s all getting accomplished. My room is still cleaned and all is good.
So anyways, I have a friend. He is go go ga ga over a female whom is pretty far away. I don’t know the extent of what she feels for him but if it’s any indication of what he talks of about her, wow. It’s gotta be something special. So special he’s willing to move after college just to be closer to her. I’m not quite sure what to think of that. I suppose it’s just because I’m not as trusting as I once was and looking at the worst case scenario here she could easily find somebody else and he would have moved for no reason. Best case scenario is he invites me to his wedding. I dont think I could ever put myself into that position. Is that me being jealous? or is that me being realistic? Or am I just still bitter? I have no idea. Maybe it’s a mixture of both.
So now that I’m getting all worked up over nothing.
NEXT SUBJECT PLEASE.
ok, so I’m out of subjects. I’m kind of tired. How about you? Is this morning, evening or night for you? I wouldn’t know because nobody ever stays and leaves me any messages.
Oh well, I hope you feel guilty for not emailing me, leaving me a message in the forum or just saying hi to me.
I’m just rambling now. I’m tired and I need to hit the sack.
Goodnight all,
kc
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