So I’m sitting here before you today. It was such a great day to say the least. Let me lay out my day and we’ll take it from there. I wake up at about 9:00am after going to bed at about 4 or 5am, again … 5 hours of sleep. I wonder if my body will just roll over and give up one of these days lol, due to lack of sleep. I’m actually quite perky seeing as it’s 1am. Oh well, I suppose only time will tell. So I wake up, and I realise I didn’t have to go class today, well not my AM at least. I decieded that I had far to much homework so on the RARE occasion I had to omit my second class for the day. Which I later found out we worked on our projects, such a sigh of relief considering I’m done. Anywho .. woke up, ran a ton of errands. Now’s its going for noon and I start to work on OzweegoVille Chronicles(Go check it out however it’s not done yet, is any of my sites ever finished?) hehe… anywho, worked on that for an hour or so. I like this one the best so far. Just because I think it’s my first emotionally driven website. Just go take a look. The past two days for me have been nothing but reflection. So many thoughts … past relationships, people I’ve met. Situations I’ve been put in and such … it was overall a good two days. Obviously I had my moments where I was just like, wow, what the heck am I doing? How will I get through this. I still think that way but now reading back through previous journals that I’ve been put through quite a bit and made it through, somehow. It’s a good feeling. Knowing the journal not only puts me to sleep almost every night, but also puts me in a place of understanding with myself and my surroundings.
I remembered all kinds of things today .. I remembered how in the absence of my father and sister, me and my mother used to go out to KFC everyday. We’d just sit and talk about each other’s day and such. I think I miss that most. It’s increidble how quickly time flies by. 2 years ago I was just graduating highschool, and now in a little more then a year I’ll have a Bachelors(well at least at this pace I’m setting). It’s just hard to beileve how cruel, satsifiying and funny life can be. I just can’t beileve how quickly all of this is passing, it’s almost as if someone’s snapped their fingers and -POOF- here we are. Crazy.
Lol, we were in my car today with JOURNEY’S "wheel in the sky" song blaring and the windows rolled down. 5 guys in my car cruising. Well not cruising, going out to eat, and then the movies. This all happened at about 3:00. By the time we finished it was about 7 oclock. We went to go see Van Helsing. "It reeked of awesomeness"~Poker Player. Hehe. It truly was an excellent movie. Not quite was I thought it would be which is why I loved it so much. I had one idea and it was something else, far better then mine of course. Why? I have no imagination …
So let me press on. I’m at home, working on OzweegoVille Chronicles(Go check it out however it’s not done yet, is any of my sites ever finished?) and I’m talking with a friend online who’s in my technical writing class. The conversation went like this:
theMayor: Hey man, what are you up to?
Adam: Not alot, just perfecting my technical document.
theMayor: Yea, I need to start that too, probably this weekend.
Adam:Ummm, dude, it’s due on Friday at like 9AM.
theMayor: DOH!!!!
So I haul buns to get this thing done. I have about 36+ hours to finish. So I had to put down everything and start finishing up my paper. I’m happy to say that not only did I finish my project on Johnson v. Transportation Agency and completed my presentation for tommorow, I also finished my paper for my technical writing class. Ok, mostly .. all I have to do is insert my pictures, add a table of contents and make sure I proofread because WE ALL know how horrible my spelling is. Grammer wise I think I will do just fine. We’ll see .. things are just going super SHIBBY right now. I couldn’t ask for anything better …
Well maybe one thing .. I don’t want mandatory overtime anymore! It’s only 4 hours on 1 of my two days off but god does it put a damper on my schedule. Not that I’d be doing anything but sitting on my butt the entire time but who doesn’t enjoy that? Especially with a Mod for BattleField 1942 named Desert Combat .. -DROOLS- I think I got 1 if not 2 roomates intrested in building their own computers. That would be really cool …
I need to go .. however the other night I left you with "I dont’ want to know" by Marian Winans, which I’m actually listening to right now, I’ll leave you with "Broken – Featuring Amy Lee.
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
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