Hey fanclub,As of right now it’s going on 1:30 in the morning. Alot has transpired today. I think mostly I’m tired, both mentally and physically right now. Numerous reasons why. So let me explain.First off my moving situation. This is by far the most stressful. I don’t want to explain it right now. It’s really not necessary. I’m to tired to explain.I just feel right now that life I beileve is catching up with me. I’m so tired. So incredibly tired. I logged almost 100 hours in two weeks, oh yea… school full time. I’m so run down and just exhuasted. I need a break. I am glad as to where I’m at in life it’s just sometimes I get a little to over analytical of my situation. I often wonder if I was like a guy I know at school. He has a nice apartment car etc … His grandparents send him like 500$ every week, his parents take …

Ok, so I’ve got somewhat a sense of accomplishment. LOL. Yea right. So I’ve lied. Today was my only day off and I did jack. Literally. Well I actually went to school, came home and did a little more nothing in the hottub which was nice. Cleaned up and went out. We went to eat at Fudruckers(sp?) which was super SHIBBY. I liked it quite a bit. The burgers were huge(and good I might add) and on top of that it was an excellent change from the normal. I liked it, oh yea, I had a pretty cool desert. Fudge, brownie with cream cheese!Can life can any better than that? I submit that under it CANNOT!Anywho ..Couple changes you’ve probably seen. One is the lack of graphics and the over abundance of text. That would be my journal in it’s finest ladies and gentleman. Pure and uncut, lol .. ok so it’s cut up a little bit. In fact I …

This is the new journal, I’m testing it out right now

So lets recap the last few days here at ozweegoVille. I decieded to stop being such a tight wad and spend a little of my saved money. Me spend money? No way .. go on. I have to admit. I almost feel female at heart sometimes. I go on splurges. I don’t buy anything for months and months at a time and then -POOF- what the heck happened? I’m sorry to report but NO dvd’s were purchased! I know I know .. weird isn’t it? My collection is a little over 100 right now of movies that I can repeat every word off of, line by line, phrase by phrase. Ask me anything about the movies I have and I can tell you anything about it. Seriously. I know, I am lame. I don’t party, do drugs or any other illegal hobbies so I have to spend it on something. Besides, laughter is the best high one can …

So I’m sitting here before you today. It was such a great day to say the least. Let me lay out my day and we’ll take it from there. I wake up at about 9:00am after going to bed at about 4 or 5am, again … 5 hours of sleep. I wonder if my body will just roll over and give up one of these days lol, due to lack of sleep. I’m actually quite perky seeing as it’s 1am. Oh well, I suppose only time will tell. So I wake up, and I realise I didn’t have to go class today, well not my AM at least. I decieded that I had far to much homework so on the RARE occasion I had to omit my second class for the day. Which I later found out we worked on our projects, such a sigh of relief considering I’m done. Anywho .. woke up, ran a ton of errands. Now’s …

So I sat here debating. I saw today that they just opened up the pool. What does that mean? I got to get in shape? I’m now at a cool 138lbs which means I’m about 3lbs heavier then I was last year. Does that mean I’m obese? Hehe .. Anywho .. I was thinking about last year at about this time, give or take a couple of weeks I started to run. I used to run instead of writing in my journal. They both did the same job however one was a tad bit more healthier then the other. 7 minutes and 8 seconds was my best last year running the mile. I wonder what, when or even if I will even start to run this year. I think if anything I should change my diet. We’ll see. I’m not going to worry about it.I’m actually enjoying single life beileve it or not. I think this summer my approach to …

-yawns- Only eleven and I’m already yawning. I figure I’d right now and then head off to bed seeing as I’m really tired. It’s overall been a very good weekend. I just hope that it will come again as quickly as it came.I cleaned out myfish tank. I know I know… it’s been forever but I did find out some excellent news. I hadn’t cleaned it out in about 4 months and it was crystal clear, no problems or buildup or anything. Of course I change the filter cartridges regularly but overall no "gook" at the bottom of the tank. Always a good sign. Anywho. I left the tank alone for about an hour or two turning off all filtration and when I put it back it it was really cloudy(I stirred everything up) Within matter of minutes of turning on my filtration system on it was crystal clear! I won’t be feeling quilty anymore if it goes a while …

So this song that I just recently posted I can’t get of my head. It’s such a great song. Well that and burn by Usher. Ok ok, and also obdilabadabadidbadoa do by The Beatles. Hehe. I can’t get that one out of my head either.So I’m sitting here. Hoping like time and time again that my all natural sleeping pill(aka my journal) will put me to sleep. I’m not quite sure if I’ll be able just because the music keeps playing. Excellent song after another. I suppose I’m just waiting for the bad one but it just won’t happen. I suppose I’m tired. I always do this though. I tell myself it’s ok to stay up late on my two days off becuase I’ll just get sleep later on. NOT! Tommorow I have to write, or finish rather my technical document for my technical writing class. It’s suppose to be about 4-5 thousand words plus a few pictures. Yay. I …

Anywho .. today’s been quite the day. It’s 3 in the morning and I should be going asleep. Tommorow fanclub. Tommorow. Besides from Usher’s burn I want to leave you a good song by Mario Winans featuring P.Diddy. Good song good song. But i’m off to sleep. Listen to this song. It’s pretty good.[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]Somebody said they saw youThe person you were kissing wasn’t meAnd I would never ask youI just kept it to myself[Chorus - Mario Winans]I don’t wanna knowIf your playin me, keep it on the lowCause my heart can’t take it anymoreAnd if your creepin, please don’t let it showOh baby, I don’t wanna know[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]Oh babyI think about it when I hold youWhen lookin in your eyes, I can’t believeI don’t need to know the truthBaby keep it to yourself[Chorus - Mario Winans]I don’t wanna knowIf your playin me, keep it on the lowCause my heart can’t take it anymoreAnd …