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So yea, was strumming through a people magazine at work today and I see a TRIM SPA commercial and I see this. www.trimspa.com. Intrigued I go there and sure enough I see anna nicole smith. Huge as she was and somewhat … somewhat UN-Intelligant as she is I find her very very attractive physically of course. I would never even think about such a being as a mate just because I think I’d have better conversations with a rock however physically. Wow. I was shocked. Still am. I just can’t beileve the transformation. However it’s been quite some time, year or two since I’ve last seen her on her tv show. Lol, incredible how attractive some ladies are and yet nothing up top, up top in the head of course.

I don’t know. I’m still in awe. Of course taking a look at the main image the picture of her on the right is so very unattractive. The one I’m referring to is the after picture. I up to this point have never had a "type" however I am strongly attracted to someone who’s physical attributes meets hers. Obviously I dont’ like her in general just because of the portait she paints of herself or her intelligance but I do like her physical charachteristics. Is it just me or what, ok so I’m weird.

So what’s new? Not alot. Just alot of great things. We’ve been getting out alot latley. My self-esteem has driven way up, so has my confidance about myself due in part of everything everybody has told me latley. Inflates the ole ego just a tad. Probably to much but oh well. I don’t mind for the time being. Today me and the roomates woke up at about 9:30 and an hour later were gone. We went to Einsteins beagels and also a place called jumba juice. Excellent stuff there. We ate outside at the tables in the fresh air and it was gorgeous. Mountains in the background and of course the sun in my face. Good Stuff. Jumba Juice is always good. I got the razzmataz with an immunity boost found here:http://www.jambajuice.com/menuguide/smoothies/razzmatazz.html

Hmmmm … so good. Anywho … we watched conheads. Washed my car and did some other neat things. Most of all we had a good time with each other. Me and my roomates of course. I don’t know how to explain it. It’s been really nice.

I should be going now. I need to go play some video games. BattleField 1942 souds appropriate. I need to buy the full version not just the demo. Oh well. Maybe sometime soon.

Take Care all … I’ll leave you with my new favorite song.

SELF-ESTEEM ~ OFFSPRING
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I’m being used
That’s okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she’s playing with me
That’s okay cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection’s got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no
When she’s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she’s saying that I’m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it’s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah
Now I’ll relate this little bit
That happens more than I’d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that’s kind of hard when she’s ready to go
I may be dumb
But I’m not a dweeb
I’m just a sucker with no self esteem

I’ve actually gone out, well my roomate has, and bought all of the offspring cds and I must admit. They all have something to offer.

Thanks,
kc

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