New Years Resolution

So it’s about 3:00am in the morning. For some reason my roomate is cooking spaghetti. Yes I know. It’s 3 oclock in the morning! Technically it’s a new day .. is it not? I’m trying to be a little more … how do we say … productive when it comes to my journal. The more and more that I write the better I can test out my huge database! I’m trying to see the bounds in which it can operate, hmmm … what’s the word I’m looking for. I’m trying to find the limitations in which it operates smoothly. That is the ultimate goal I suppose. And obviously to write down what I am thinking/feeling at this very point in time. I’ve contemplated bringing out my old journal and using and putting it into an "archive" but you know what … that would be pointless. I read through it .. such horrible thoughts that I’ve thought and drempt. I don’t want to ever re-live those. So it’s a good idea that I just put those away. In fact I am thinking about closing and removing all of my entries from my diaryland account. I do thank diaryland for their patience with me. They are definetly a reliable online journal as well as customizable. I like them alot …

Speaking of which …

I probably already stated all of the neat things I’ve done with my fish tank already. But guys … I’m so happy now. Not that I wasn’t before but wow. It’s seems so peaceful just to stare at the water. I often find myself wondering if I was a fish how happy I’d be, obviously with the right people … aka fish in the tank with me. They don’t have to worry about anything. Well other then food issues but I’ve done a good job keeping them nice and fat, meaning I probably over feed them .. hehe.. That’s ok though. I’d rather feed them a tad bit too much then not enough. They all seem to become more active. Going to the surface more and more and also just coming about, being more energetic. I’ve oxegenated the water about 10x then what it was before, the filtration system keeps the water sparkling clean and of course jo helped me arranging the plants in the tank. Hehe … it’s so deep, well … it’s twice as tall as a normal 10 gallon tank. Basically it’s two stacked on top of each other. Anywho … lets just say it’s enough to get your sleeves throughouly drenched hehe. I do thank her though. She helped me arrange all of it. I probably would still be working on it had it not been for her. I think I appreciate her far more then I admit to. Which is in itself wrong but manageable. She knows it. Hopefully.

I’m just staring, lost in thought at my fish tank. No skinny dipping it says. Hehe. Also I’ve only lost two fish out of the entire six months I’ve had my fish tank. Not a bad feat seeing as the fish in the tank that died were not healthy to begin with. I probably should take better notice in the fish I select. Fat ones are obese and skinny ones … well never get skinny fish. But anyways, I have sucker fish sucking on my no skinny dipping sign. Me and jo were joking that I should get a "RIP" and put it in the corner somewhere. Why you ask? Well I put in snail shells, two to be exact, in my tank for "looks" However they were once live snails that for some reason died. Don’t ask me how. Well actually one from old age and the other .. well truthfully I think he was dead when I bought him. Oh well though. I feel bad but it’s life I suppose. But we were joking to put the shells in a "snail graveyard" hehe. I thought it was a good idea. Maybe tonight or tommorow I will post some pictures of my new fishtank. It was a great way to bring in the new year. Me and my roomates. JO. Peaceful community and something incredibly relaxing to fall asleep to. However we didn’t becuase we had plenty of movies to watch! Anyways … I’m getting off topic.

Back to my fishtank. I am going to get up early in the morning and go buy some more fish. The top of the tank is sparkling clean with no fish in it. All of my fish are bottom dwellers meaning they NEVER go to the top. Well except for a couple. hehe. Magnum. Magnum is my bala shark. Basically he is a silver fish about 3 inches long and has a beautiful shiny black fin with white strips on it. Gorgeous fish. I’m thinking about buying some mollies in the morning. They give birth to live fishies! I’m pretty excited ….

Grrrr ….. my spaghetti is ready. Meaning I have to leave. If I leave and do not finish posting my laptop will hibernate and I will not get to finish my posting. So I figure I will leave it at that. I know .. I was suppose to type out my new years resolution however that just does not appear to be happening today. Maybe tommorow … or maybe the next? Or maybe whenever we meet again? Who knows. Untill then take care all.

Bye,
Casey