So it’s been a while since I’ve last posted. Since then I’ve had so many thoughts, so many ideas for journal entries that I thought the fanclub would like to read. However, for whatever reason I havn’t been able to sit down and write which is a diffrent story. On day one of my day off I actually came home and slept. Yes, slept. I havn’t had the self-motivation to actually sleep however I did it! Yes, what a revelation. Anywho … second day off we watched frailty. Excellent movie. Excellent movie. Oh yea, and then I slept. It’s unbeilevable how much better one feels when we sleep!So I’m not entirely sure what else to put here. I got my car washed so she’s nice and purty. Wow … I’m not entirely sure what else to say. I think for once I am honestly mute… and for good reason too.For once I am truly happy with every aspect of life.Take …

So I’ve finally gathered enough time to go ahead and write in my journal. It’s only been a few days however it feels as if it’s been weeks. Well, just to update my fanclub. Things are going exceptionally well. As for my social life of course it’s been better then… err better Me and jo are doing very well. We usually find time to go out to eat as often as possible together. Just me and her. Then the excellent about our relationship is that everybody enjoys each other’s company! I enjoy hers and she(hopefully) hehe enjoys mine. On top of that, my roomates don’t have a problem inviting her over to watch movies with us! I like to watch movies in groups like that. It gives me and everybody that matter just time to sit back and relax. I like that. Time spent with jo and my roomates is limited becuase of school and work however the …

Sometimes I feel like Jeff Golbloom, well at least I think that’s how you spell his name anyways. Why you ask? Just sitting here typing away on my laptop everytime makes me think of him uploading the virus. "Do they know what’s about to happen to them? not a clue … haha … goodbye adios, I aint heard no fat lady!". Hehe. Anyways, I’m just sitting here. I bought a large milkshake from McDonalds. These things are so good however my cheeks hurt from sucking on this straw for so long. Oh but it’s sooo good!Anywho …nothing to big to talk about. Oh wait … nevermind I lied. -15 degrees here in denver. Yes, that’s right, -15. Even less with the windshield I do beileve. So not a big deal …. or is it? So lets see here. More time to prepare for the harsh weather. My doors were frozen shut. Almost ten minutes to carefully open them. Windshield wiper …

So I’m sitting here. Listening to some music … and realise. Hey kc, you know your the only one out of the gang who even updates, writes or modifies his/her website/ blog. Well… Other then one. The poker player. However ironically enough I’ve never met the gentleman. Mutual friend. Odd eh? So I’m looking through my logs. Wow, pretty huge. I didn’t realise people still came here. 14-24 people a day. Quite a fanbase considering my site isn’t really posted anywhere. So whois my faithful fanclub? I see people from AUSTRIA, clovis, portales, denver, new york, canada and san antonio. San antonio? canada? I wonder why they even come by … Hehe. That’s cool I suppose. What ever floats your boat. I’ve been so caught up in my life I’ve yet to block out certain IP’s. I don’t even care who reads this. Well actually I do. Some people I would rather not come here but anyways … whatever this …

So it’s about 3:00am in the morning. For some reason my roomate is cooking spaghetti. Yes I know. It’s 3 oclock in the morning! Technically it’s a new day .. is it not? I’m trying to be a little more … how do we say … productive when it comes to my journal. The more and more that I write the better I can test out my huge database! I’m trying to see the bounds in which it can operate, hmmm … what’s the word I’m looking for. I’m trying to find the limitations in which it operates smoothly. That is the ultimate goal I suppose. And obviously to write down what I am thinking/feeling at this very point in time. I’ve contemplated bringing out my old journal and using and putting it into an "archive" but you know what … that would be pointless. I read through it .. such horrible thoughts that I’ve thought and drempt. I don’t …

-does happy dance- Wow, I can’t beileve this year is already over. 2003 had it’s horrible and equally awesome moments I’d have to say. Definetly a good year overall though. I don’t think I would have changed a thing …But anywho … we watched the ball drop twice, once in eastern time and in mountain time It was pretty good, both times. But we watched finding nemo last night. Also X-Men 2. Both very good movies however I liked finding nemo alot more then I had originally thought I would have. I thought it was geared more for children however it was definetly a good movie. I’d go out an buy it. Another movie that we watched that was very good was Imposter with gary sinise(sp?). It was about alien spies and stuff. Good movie definetly.I also had to transform my fishtank. It had some major remodeling to be redone. I bought more plants, a new wXgp undergravel …