In the month of December, one would find him or herself looking at how much they actually spend. On themselves and on others. Take a look at me. I’ve spent quite a few pennies on my loved ones. I’m glad that I’ve done that because I feel so horrible about last year. Last year I couldn’t even afford to send out a christmas card. This year however is much diffrent. I feel good about what I’ve purchased and hopefully my sister, family and all will enjoy my gifts 
After christmas I’ll share what I got.
One thing I found incredibly odd was this. I was shopping like the crazy kid I am looking for those perfect gifts. What to get someone who you havn’t seen in a year or two except on and off sparatically? Money? Gift Cards?
Ok … so lets talk about this. A gift card limits where the person can shop, basically saying you know what I have no clue as to what you want but I can limit it to this store! Money … money is awesome because well .. money can get you anything however it says look, I’m to lazy to pick out a gift. You see the odd thing is I don’t have the heart to give money to anybody because I dont’ want to be lazy HOWEVER a giftcard or money for christmas as a gift would be probably the best thing anybody could do! I dont’ know. Moral of the story is I don’t mind recieving gift cards or money, I just have a complex about sending them to people…. grrr … decisions.
So anyways … this week is going to stink, horrendously. Why you ask? 13 days straight at work and of course mandatory overtime. Why again you ask? Because I’m being forced to go into a diffrent department at work. Instead of talking to stupid people that do not know how to turn on their tv’s, I know get to listen to disgruntled customers complain to me whenever they want to disconnect their services. The company claims it’s a promotion however get this. No raise, no respect and more work. does happy dance so yea .. I’m not that happy of a camper right now. However whenever I finish all the training they they have to provide I would have at least 10,000 with new hire and this proquest training under my belt. That is a good feeling. Also they tried to say that "out of the entire working staff we only chose 200". That figure is bogus! Anywho … they tell me to feel special because they only picked 200, and off of my team it was me and like one or two others. Feel special? Basically I feel like I’ve been slapped in the face but nothing I can do. That is corporate america for you.
I’m so tired and stressed right now. Mostly becuase I’m envious. Why? I see people quitting there all the time. Not becuase they found other jobs … but because they don’t have to. Kids driving BMW’S to school, other kids having their stuff hand fed to them basically. I know one guy that he gets money every two weeks from his parents/grandparents and on top of that doesn’t have to pay for rent/food/gas/insurance school or anything. He just quit echostar. That would be so nice … but then I’d be living in a perfect world but we are living in a material world, and I am a material girl … errr … or boy. sighs I’m just really burnt out. Working full time and school really does have me warped. I am doing good which is awesome news to report. As each day passes I grow closer and closer to getting my associates. On top of that, the 17th is my last day of class for a week or two. I’m so excited to get this term done and over with. So boring .. every day just seems to get longer and longer. My classes are boring. One is to help me get a position called career development. I had a mock interview yesterday. I aced it. I was pretty nervous. She told us she was going to have someone in the room in our field to monitor us, and on top of that a movie camera to tape us so that way we could see what we do when we are nervous. Never happened. Me her and some questions. Bada Bing Bada BOOM BABY!
Well I should be off now(working on a new ozweegoville ) hehe … this will be the final version for a while. YOu all would be so proud of me if you can only see what I’ve been accomplishing since we’ve last met up … Until then all take care and have a happy holidays if I don’t speak to you soon(which I will for sure) but if not…
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
theMayor
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