Hey fanclub,
Sorry it has been a few days since my last posting, things have been ….. hectic. I went to the doctor, got additional medication, so now I’m on 3 antibiotics. I feel alot better right now. My voice is probably 90% back, so last night I went to work, came home early. Partly becuase I wanted to. I was kind of tired but no big deal, I think I can manage my full 8 hours today. Especially last night’s sleep I got. I came home, my roomate was on the phone, so I crawled into my bed, wrapped a warm blanket and -POOF- I was out like a light. All the way up until I had to go to school this morning. I feel really good right now… especially becuase I didn’t take my medication last night. I know I know… but I fell asleep! Sleep is good medication too!
Anyways, I got my days off of work approved, which means that I will be going home to see my family at the end of the month, in about two and a half weeks actually … if that. I’m pretty excited. I can’t wait to see my parents, and my dogs. Supposidly I"ll be spending some time with that certain someone. I’m pretty happy about that. I’ll actually get to see her, body language is key. I can read body language pretty good. It’s alot diffrent then just typing over a messenger client. Then I’ll know if she is serious or not. I suppose I am still a little hesitant about all of this. Things right now are 180 degrees diffrent now then they were once before, but still. I’m still weary of my heart. I’m still mending old wounds. You have no idea, I want to work, and the last thing I need right now is a repeat heartbreak. If this all does lead to heardache, I need more time. Lie to me. Lead me on. If so, give me time, that’s all I ask. I’d rather not be lied to or lead around, but I dont know what I’d do if things turn sour so soon. I’m afraid I suppose, but I beileve I’m well within my reasons.
Well, thinking positive, I told my supivisor I wish to go part time. He said not a problem, and he said he doesn’t think the manager will have a problem either. I suppose I’m a key asset to the companey. I’d like to think I’m a key asset period, but a key asset for the companey will suffice. We’ll see. Last night driving home just before the sun settled, actually seeing the mountains, being able to come home relax, and still go to bed early, do the things I want to do. Awesome. It left me in awe. I need that so bad. My whole epidemic of feeling like crap, taking off work, I realised how much I was missing out on. I need to go … hopefully it will only be a week or so until I get that chance …
Adios Fanclub,
Mayor of OzweegoVille
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