Hey fanclub,
I don’t know, I suppose these last four days off for me have been great, and refresing. I took my regular two days off and plus an additional two. One of those day was pure hell. But what day of my life doesn’t hint of hell? I dont’ know … I defeintly feel re-energized, but I don’t know how long it will last for. Anyways, Seeing as today is the second, I find out in a few days if I can go to part time. That would be fine if they dropped my pay I figured. I found out yesterday from a good friend that if I tutor, I can tutor like 15 hours a week which neither would pay excellent, but it would pay my bills, everything would be on my terms at the time of my choosing. I would be home rather early everynight. I figure if I do that, then maybe I would have my curfew everynight at 10:30. I dont know, surly things could go my way for once! As usual my mind is full of doubt. What will I do if they don’t let me go part time? I have no idea. I suppose I’m praying for a miracle this time. As for other things on my mind, I won’t mention. Not becuase I’m afraid of who reads them, but how I need to get them organized. I’m so confused.

kc