Evil … it’s on everybody’s mind, so lets talk about it. Ok, Evil, evil is takes it’s greatest form as snow. Yes, beileve it or not snow. Why you ask? We have stinking snow in DENVER COLORADO in the middle of MAY!!! I don’t beileve this. I must be going insane. I must be …. Why did I even move the perfect climate of new mexico for snow? That still boggles me… God I hate snow. It should be dissapearing soon though. Just the other day they were cleaning out the pool to get it ready to open soon… not now… not now that it’s filled with 3+ inches of snow. Geez, I hate snow.Anyways…Not alot has happened to me as of latley. Probably the biggest thing is that has happened was I filled out my paperwork to go part time plus– not just part time, part time plus. I sort of have it figured out. The main reason I …

Hey fanclub,Sorry it has been a few days since my last posting, things have been ….. hectic. I went to the doctor, got additional medication, so now I’m on 3 antibiotics. I feel alot better right now. My voice is probably 90% back, so last night I went to work, came home early. Partly becuase I wanted to. I was kind of tired but no big deal, I think I can manage my full 8 hours today. Especially last night’s sleep I got. I came home, my roomate was on the phone, so I crawled into my bed, wrapped a warm blanket and -POOF- I was out like a light. All the way up until I had to go to school this morning. I feel really good right now… especially becuase I didn’t take my medication last night. I know I know… but I fell asleep! Sleep is good medication too!Anyways, I got my days off of work approved, which …

Hey fanclub,Well, sorry I havn’t written for a day or so. I’ve been pre-occupied. anyways, I was sicker than a dog still. Come to find out today the doctor that I went to said the other medication wasn’t doing the trick, so i’m like yippie! that’s great! Anyways, I’m going to try and get some bueaty sleep tonight … and that way I can talk better. Good news though! I can talk today! Im excited. Well, maybe not … that means I have to go back to work :S Hehe, tommorow though I will find out what exactly I can do about part time. Things have been going well for me, so I’m hoping that my luck will poor over into work and my relationship.So many things are diffrent between us it’s unbeilevable. Complete opposites. Oh well .. I don’t feel like dwelling on the negative… if I were to sit here and type the positive, I could be here …

Hey fanclub,Well, I apologize for not writing yesterday. I literally slept all day yesterday. I think I’m on the road to recovery. –I think– Let me start off about a week ago. Starting on tuesday I had a ham and cheese sandwich from subway. The next thing I know is I can’t even move! I call into work, and sleep the rest of that day, the next day, I wake up, I felt a little nausious and the rest of the day I could talk, I could walk and I didn’t feel bad or anything, so the next day I go to work. I am at work, and by eight oclock I lose my voice. I still felt fine, but I lost it. I go home, go to sleep and the next thing I know is I found myself mysteriously at safeway desperiatly trying to find some pain killers. The next thing I know I am at home and I …

Hey fanclub,I don’t know, I suppose these last four days off for me have been great, and refresing. I took my regular two days off and plus an additional two. One of those day was pure hell. But what day of my life doesn’t hint of hell? I dont’ know … I defeintly feel re-energized, but I don’t know how long it will last for. Anyways, Seeing as today is the second, I find out in a few days if I can go to part time. That would be fine if they dropped my pay I figured. I found out yesterday from a good friend that if I tutor, I can tutor like 15 hours a week which neither would pay excellent, but it would pay my bills, everything would be on my terms at the time of my choosing. I would be home rather early everynight. I figure if I do that, then maybe I would have my curfew …

–This is a test of the emergancy broadcast system–Well, this is my first testing of my mailing list. Last time I tested it I recieved one to many emails from myself If somebody had the password to my account they would have thought I was coinceded(sp?) after all the emails that said "I miss you", Lol, yes, that was the subject of my email I sent to myself. over 300 times that is. Anyways, Hopefully this works, you should email me back if it does and you recieve this in your mail! Don’t hurt me if you do get over 300, just know that I really am thinking about you! , that is a joke.Anyways,10 seconds flat!! Beat that Corvette! Yes, that is what betsie ran. Not in the quarter mile but in her emissions test for the state of colorado! Second ONLY behind a hybrid car…. go figure. Anyways, I was very impressed, not …