Hey fanclub,
Today was excellent, I did alot of running around, worked on the new website a bit and also chatted a bunch. Lol, I was going to wash and wax my car today but when I began it started to rain! I couldn’t beileve it. I finally went out and bought a chip stick! I’m so proud of myself. It’s been about 4 months I swear! I can’t beileve I even put betsie last. I’m pretty ashamed, but I’m here now — super hero music plays — and tommorow she’ll be perfect again like she once was and always will be.
Let see… I’d write more about my emotions, but I feel I ought to keep them inside. I know I know… I just had a speil about that.. but with my new website color should come a new outlook on things. Things need to stay positive. My thoughts and emotions right are actually good, positive thoughts, but I would regret it if I spoke too soon of them. Only time will tell. When I move home in december things will either be far greater then they ever were in the past, or they could be the way it was for me back in January. I’m not too entirly sure. If I was, don’t you think I would be out right now and not typing in this silly journal? Actually it’s not silly … I look back and reminise(sp?) all the time, and it’s funny … I can remember exactly what I was feeling when I wrote them. Exactly. Some days I never want to read again, sometimes I wish I could delete my enteries, but another part of me is telling me to keep them, read them often, be warned of your previous mistakes and not make them again. I’m sure they will become benificial to me in the future, although I am may not see it now. Beileve it or not, I think about my future on a regular basis. What was and what will be. What will become of my future? Only tommorow’s journal entry knows.
Adios,
Mayor of OzweegoVille Adios,
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