Well, I found out some iffy news today. The lady I supposidly had feelings for, errr… doesn’t. I found out from a friend or two in clovis that she apparently has another intrest. I dont know what to think. On one hand, I’m royally pissed. I didn’t go out with somebody out else becuase of my feelings. On the other hand, in the words of austin powers "Wait a tick, that means I’m single! Yea baby!", hehe, even though I was never really dating her. She supposidly wanted to wait while she made use of her life, or become a doctor or something, not that I’m doubting her abilities, but it’s funny. I am making it now more then ever. I make about 25k a year, which for a college guy is alot! I am fully independant and on top of that, i’m hoping that i’ll find an internship somewhere in computer programming, making even more dough.
It made me take into consideration as to what exactly I have to offer the opposite sex. Then, coming from the opposite sex I found what I have to offer. I’m a gentleman, smart, outgoing and I’m a more passive then other guys. I don’t beat on women, I don’t do drugs or fool around, making me less of a man, but more of a gentleman. Anyways, I’m glad it worked out like this I suppose.. I have so much going for me, so much. I havn’t confronted her about it, but I don’t think there is to much reason too. We havn’t spoken to in forever, and whenever I’m on, she’s out with him, or when shes on, I try to get out and have fun with my friends or I’m at work. Oh boy… the curse. I swear, I’m doomed, or at least until I turn 21 
hehe…
For a crappy day that today is… Im actually not to terribly depressed. Betsie is still outside, waiting for me like usual, my music is blaring, and I’m in good companey right now… speaking of which, I had better get back to them….
Catch you laterZ citezens of ozweegoville, home of whatever the heck you want it to be 
peace out
kc
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