-looking up at the sky- yea… you keep on laughing

Well, today I must admit was a good day. Today now five am in the morning is my friday! Anyways, the past previous days have been pretty much crappy for me. Financially, socially and emotionally wise for me. Just horrible. So I thought i’d bring it back to good, oldschool style. I’ve needed to purchase some shoes now for the past few weeks. I’ve had my eyes on these adidas classics. Pretty nice shoes, but when I tried them on they just diddn’t seem right. And on top of that they were going ot be like sixty or seventy bucks. Obviously I was willing to spend that much, but with sacrifices to other causes. So I decided to look around. And out of the blue on sale for 37 bucks was a size 11 pair of ozweego’s. AWESOME, just awesome. I decided to purchase them. Well, once I did, I lost my keys, so my good luck keychain i’ve had with me throughout my hospital years, gone… all gone. But that’s ok. The feeling I got once I found these shoes was that of complete awe. It was so neat, I lost me beloved keys/key chain, but yet it was a great day. I cannot describe it. Anyways, I remember most about my day was looking up at the sky to god "you keep on laughing". This isn’t going to phase me. Not like it would previously, not becuase it’s not important to me, but becuase I’ve been through worse. I got my ozweego’s, now it’s back like the old school days, when I had that special lady in my life, home cooked meals, where it was just me and betsie for al time. No worries. No more worries…