I figure if someone is to determine who they really are, today would definetly be that day. I can’t explain, nor deny it. It feels a little awkward but mostly good. I don’t know, I suppose i’m rambling… on to other things. Today I realised how badly I need and want a second job. Not only can I NOT life off one job for more than 3 months, I can’t even comprehend what it would be like If I had to sit around the house the entire day. It’s a mess, a wreck, worse, ten times worse then if a train/hurrican/semi-truck ran straight through it. But hey, I’m just one of 3 others, I cannot voice my opinion, which is fine by me, I shall live in solitude for the rest of my life, in my cold dark room, with only myself and my books. Ok, maybe not that bad but hey, it’s school work, eat and sleep. That’s the name of the game right? 
I once remembered I couldn’t wait to move to denver. Meet new people, you know the cool guys and the buetiful ladies 
well, all that is done and past, and now I long for the day where I have a halfway decent job where I can be myself, in my own home, with me and betsie, and not have to worry about much. I mean, I’d like to worry about some things, but not all of this life jumble. Speaking of jumble, that’s all this journal entry is is jumble, but hey, it’s special jumble, it’s kc’s jumble Well, I’ll leave my jumble to that.
take care
kc
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