Hmmm….

For some reason I feel I am talking to myself? Why is that? Has my trusty fan club neglected me? Forgotten about me? Or do they even care? I dunno… I will and shall keep writing just to let EVERYBODY know, I don’t do it for you.. I do it for me….

I thank my lucky stars that I learned php, I have a website I go to that lets me update my journal, without me having to ftp anything. Which is perfect, just because for the simple fact that I cannot ftp anything from home because I have no internet and also becuase of the fact that here the stupid administrators don’t allow the use of any extra programs on their machines.. that’s ok though. I made my journal and it is working quite well for me. Which is good…

anyways, you are probabley wondering what I have been thinkning about latley. And other than a few select people (75% of my thinking time) the rest of the 25% hasn’t been on bills (which they are all paid ) or on anything else, other than the fact of trying to buy a used laptop. This poses quite a serious challenge for me. Why? Becuase a broke college student with only about two hundred bucks to spend and a computer that is probabley worth 200 dollars TOPS, that doesn’t leave a whole lot of room. See, I have called places everwhere and there are tons of them out there!!! There is only like three problems.

Problem #1
It cost to much. For instance at one store a 500mhz labtop would run me about 500 bucks. For that much, I might as well buy a brand new dell for 999. But see, the problem with that is I CAN’T!! I can’t afford it, I mean, I could, but I really wouldn’t want to have that extra added expense. so it cost to much for to little.

problem #2
It cost to mediocore!!! See at another place there is a pretty decent labtop (I only need this computer for my programming class, andmaybe a little bit of music listening.. hehe..) so there is a perfect box, except it cost 3 hundred, meaning that the two hundred I am willing to spend on it lacks a hundred bucks. then I’d have to trade in my whole computer system just for the rest of the money!!! I mean, It would be worth it, but it’s my baby!! I can’t just go and neglect someone/something that has treated me good over the past two years. so that is still lingering….
Problem #3
It is to chinksey(sp?) I dont want to spend money on crap that I will later regret. so.. I am in a delemia. but if I want something, I usually end up getting it, either with hard work or dedication I"ll surley get something that suits me fine

Well anyways, that’s all for now, I need to get going, it’s thursday!! and maybe my last day of work for this week, but It will more than likley be my last entry for a while. but who knows right? anyways, have a good safe weekend. and I’ll shall write again more on monday. bye for now,
kc