Put your back into it!

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Find out if you are gay, bi, or str8. Well, today was quite and eventful day. lets see, I woke up pretty early for physical therapy. Went to that for an hour. Saw the most sadest thing in my entire life, no joke! A HUGE group of peopple crying and hugging and sobbing, seeing ladies, especially the sisters, aunts and mothers cry was heartbreaking, I didnt know what was going on, but a guy in his early 30′s or so was on a strecher with his back all secure, and his neck in a harness, apparently, i’m no doctor, nor do I know what happened, but it looked as if he might have been paralyzed, the next thing I see as me and betsie drove off, through the sunroof, was a helicopter take off. It just makes you stop and think. How crappy being a doctor would be.. or how short life is, or how crapppy life is.. or how crappy life would be being a doctor. Ok, you the the point. but anyways.. upon my arrival at home, I had tons of mail! Most of it college crap. It was brought to my attention that I needed a pin number off of my fasfa. Westwood could not retrieve data unless their school code was added to my fasfa and the only way to do that was through a pin number. Well, after an hour and a half on the phone, a half hour on the computer and 3 days later, I finally got it! so tommorow I need to call them, yet again, to confirm everything. Also, on top of that, get this. My LAST, VERY LAST hope for approval of my college loan got excepted! What luck! my LAST loan! Anyways, that will totally be awesome. That means all I have to do is use up all of my scholarships, grants and so fourth, then use my only two loans I got approved for and I’ll be ok! Easier said then done I know, but this is a huge monkey off of my back. Also in the mail came my shoe inserts. you remember don’t you? the ones that make me a half inch taller to straighten out my pelvis and spine! Well… lets see, after I got through with all of my mail, I then went to work. I worked until about noon, just moving boxes, shredding and talking about the latest gossip. Where I work they are supposidly going to hire somebody else to take an empty position. So after that I got home… relaxed, took a shower and got ready. Then I went out to eat with an old accquantance(sp?). I’m glad that that’s over with. She’s been a good friend of mine for a long time now, just she gets to the point where she rambles. Twice as bad as me if you can imagine! lol.. well, after that i was about 3:30 when that finished, then I got ready for my class. I picked up my boys and we headed off to the gym, where we stayed till about 9:00. I am so wore out. My arms feel like noodles and my eyes weigh about five hundred pounds… ontop of that I am trying to stay up late for somebody that I know probabley won’t get on. Well, at least I can say I tried right?

Well, after all that, tommorow I have to wake up early again for physical therapy, after that, I only have to go back monday and thursday. I offered to come back, just becuase I enjoy everybody that works there and also they showed me great ways to get my body into shape without having to go to the gym, or to buy expensive equipment. Using your own body as weights. Its really quite intresting and they were more than happy to let me come back I never thought I’d say that I wanted to go back to the hospital but this is diffrent, for some reason… I don’t know, maybe becuase I know i’m treated like a human and not some lab rat guinea pig like I am used of. Who knows.. I also have to go to work tommorow, I have to shred some more papers and then paint a stupid pole, I have not been working a whole lot latley on account that I have been moving, but it is down to my final ten hours and I am so excited. I am counting the days till I move, I am really nervous about finding a job in denver, but once I do find one I do beileve I will enjoy the atmosphere and begin to relax. Sure i’ll be sad for a few things, but after many many many hours upon hours of thinking about the pro’s and cons of leaving and staying, I feel that leaving has so many more positives. Maybe i’ll meet somebody, maybe I’ll learn to snowboard, maybe i’ll find a 60k a year job, maybe I’ll actually enjoy it, maybe i’ll have a blast with my roomates, maybe betsie will like it better there. I’m all about what betsie wants Maybe i’ll go to a baseball game! or hockey game! or a concert! or go clubbing! Maybe I might actually enjoy it… lol.. maybe… but who knows? I will never know until I try..

Well, I’ll wait up for another 20 minutes, it’s eleven oclock now, so when twenty minutes is up, i’m going to bed! Off to my swing I go.. I like my swing just becuase my house is sooo friggin hot, even with fans and AC cranked! lol.. well, until then, goodnight…and until tommorow.

kc