If the engine is the heart, then its true. I hold the keys to betsies heart.I wish that were the case in a diffrent situation, but betsie will suffice, for now anyways….
I told myself I wouldnt write in my journal for a while. And I just wrote in it a night or so ago.. but I also said that I would post that link asap. so here it is:
http://www.camber.com/greatrace2002/Clovis.htm
But while I am writing.. I might as well tell you about my life altering revelation that I experienced today. I am going to come right out and say it. I am not getting tinkerbell my corvette. I repeat, I am not getting tinkerbell my corvette. Let me explain..
Well, I was at a friends bbq and we watched a movie. It was called cant hardly wait, or soemthing like that. It was about this very popular girl in highschool who wanted all of the popular boys to like her. Well, upon graduation she realised what jerks they were, and decieded that the real men lie in the geeks. So to make a long story short, she didnt like the popular guys afterall, and decided she liked a geek.. Anyways.. this got me thinking about two main situations. Betsie being one of them… Betsie being the geeky represenative, and tinkerbell the popular, harder to get noticed by, represenative. Hopefully this makes sense. If not.. let me try. In highschool, who would you rather want to be noticed by. Captain of the football team or captain of the chess club? Captain of the cheerleading squad or captain of the ceramic club? Of course, most people would say the cheerleader and football team. But when you work your way up this social ladder, and finally get noticed.. sometimes, you realise you dont want to be noticed and would rather be with somebody who appreciates your companey. IE betsie. Betsie knows I exists where as tinkerbell, not only hasnt been manufactured, hasnt even thought about me.
I also got to thinking, the next 3 years I will have betsie. And for 3 years we will depend on each other whole heartedly(sp?). And how would I feel if somebody just tossed me to the side for something bigger and more fancier? I probabley wouldnt appreciate that very much.. so… to sum it all up. I dont want tinkerbell. She doesnt want me.. so.. I am going to invest all my money in betsie. Do something nice for her. We had a heart to engine talk today and betsie knows that all will be good. And she doesnt mind either. I dont want her to change for anything.. although if an opportunity presents itself to change, and the change is for the better, and betsie is happy with it 110% then it is worth it. Only if she wants to.. and beileve you me. She does have a voice in the matter 
revelation over
Who knows, maybe my outlook may change here in a few years. but the fact remains that betsie is everything to me and for the next 3 years she shall be pampered, treated like the queen that she is…
Think Im nuts? thats ok by me. I passed my last catscan AND also, I am not the only one out there! i know, I have read other peoples journals.. and other websites.. I take pride in knowing I take good care of nouns that appreciate me, when I say nouns I man persons places or things…
Anyways.. thats all for today.. go check out that website.. have alook around and with that I will say keep reading for my current mp3 AND:
Take Care,
~kc~
Current MP3
SO I NEED YOU If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed,
Tell me then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I canÂ’t get you out of this head I call mine
And I will say
Oh no I canÂ’t let you go,
My little girl
Because youÂ’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
ItÂ’s just a couple of the million things
That I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
And if I jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge,
Tell me would you still follow me
And if I made you mad today,
Tell me would you love me tomorrow?
Please
Or would you say that you donÂ’t care,
And then leave me standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in dispair
And screaminÂ’
Oh no I canÂ’t let you go,
My little girl
Because youÂ’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
ItÂ’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
IÂ’m on my own
IÂ’m on my own
IÂ’m on my own
Oh no I canÂ’t let you go,
My little girl
Because youÂ’re holding up my world,
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
ItÂ’s just a couple of the million things
That I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you!
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