Well, today has been somewhat productive. It has been real busy for me. But overall it has been theraputic. Never once has it felt as good as it does now to have the air cleared , so to speak. I suppose Im still a little surprised.. but I suppose that is to be expected. anyways..
It got me thinking. The situation I am in now, I cannot control. I mean, I can control the simple things, but in the grand scheme of things.. I am just a pond I need to find out, pretty quickly. If there is a God, I do beileve I have ticked him off tremendously. But now is a good a time as any to make amends. For I now know.. wether it be God or Budda, something controls my destiny. It just angers me I have no control over it.. Well.. I suppose Ill stop while Im ahead. Have a nice day…br> Take Care,
~kc~
Ps..
I still havnt talked with my neighbor, last night and today have been that of a roller coaster for me. With betsie #2, a police officer and a game warden and all. Its a long story.. maybe tommorow Ill explain it.. who knows
Tommorow at like 7 in the morning I have to call the lady at the comissary on base.. they do a hire summer hiring program, and I know a friend who gave me the head hanchos phone number

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