yeah! about time, I have had the old one for faaaar to long anyways.. I hope you enjoy the fresh new look….
Take Care,
~kc~

Living life to its fullest, It is an awesome feeling. All within mommas boys limits, so to speak. I mean, I do extra ordinary stuff, go up to total strangers and ask how their day was, going out to eat and laughing and talking at the top of my lungs with a bunch of buddies, knowing all to well that people are staring I mean, it is so great. I do not know why either! Also the addition of my car in my life, along with my computer, has made me much more happier. I know realise that when I move to denver I will be able to start anew. forget just about everything and everyone and start over. Sure I wont forget a SELECT few. People that have actually made my stay in clovis enjoyable. Hehe… I am now counting down the days. At least until summer. Then I can get a good full or part time job over the summer. Each day that comes and goes I find myself more relaxed about my future. I used to be nervous and apprehensive(sp?) about finding a job in denver. But Ive since realised that with a few smart moves on my part, this new change for me will be smooth. (I will hint more on this later, as the year progresses ) Even if a few things don’t go my way I have made adjustments. Or I will be making adjustments. Things do not always go according to how we plan it. Although hopefully my goals, and my determination with make my near future smooth sailing. I am pretty proud of myself. Call me arrogant or egotisitcal, but I really feel I am going to be something and do something productive with my life Most people see god as the light at the end of there tunnel, where as I see my shiny millenium yellow corvette at the end of my tunnel. Hehe… this is just a simple goal of mine. If I can accomplish this, then that will just prove tomyself that I can do it. Hopefully in the year 2005 i will still be keeping a journal. Or at least through college. That way I can either cry, or laugh at myself. hehe… If anybody does ACTUALLY read this, then maybe you too should keep a journal. You would be surprised at how many times you can anticipate the future. As a matter of fact, just the past 2 weeks ago I was reading my journal entries about my car shopping. I mentioned three cars, two of which I mentioned in great detail. The other one I only mentioned its name! And sure enough, the car I least expected to get ended I ended up purchasing. Which by the way, that car has totally changed my outlook on lots of things. Those that say material things cannot change the way one thinks about life has obviously not met me. Anyways.. speaking of least expecting…. that too is such a great feeling. I mean, @poof@ things happen that quickly. Some good, some bad… although when it is something good that happens that is unexpected, it is such a great feeling. I sure wish something great would go and surprise me unexpectingly(sp?) @poof@ hehe.. but then i would be living in a dream world, cloud nine 3 weeks in a row? not hardly…
Take Care,
~kc~

Man, as of latley I have felt like a bumble bee. listening to all the buzz. hehe. nothing too terribly has happened latley. Nothing to terribly great has happened either. I went to lubbock this weekend. It was soooo exciting. I love going to lubbock every other weekend. I am usually a goody tooshu when boils down to it, but latley, these trips to lubbock seem to have me living, I mean really living, going out to eat, checking out the ladies, having fun and yet, keeping my all around good momma’s boy approach. Anyways… I’ll be back shortly to continue…
[to be continued...]

hehe.. me and koyla hada race. qbasic vs c++. Although the problem we had could have been done in both, he didn’t know the algrothim. I had already done it so I showed him how to do it in c++. Which is very diffrent from qbasic.. anyways… its now 12 oclock at night and he says that he just finished it. I give him props, qbasic is a sucky language and he supposidly did it! hehe. hopefully he doesn’t read this… might inflate his ego :pB Take Care,
~kc~

Check please? Hehe… well.. today it finally hit me. Graduation baby!! In todays society the older generations mock us. They say we have no clue as to what it is like being on our own. That we need to grow up and what not. Well, I think if they were to look at a good chunk of us at CHS then theyd think diffrently. I mean, sure, we have no friggin clue as to what lays before us. What obstacles we may face, or what new and exciting challenges that life brings before us, I mean, this is life people! Every year, thousands upon thousands of high school graduates enter main stream society. And every year, there are thousands upon thousands of high school graduates DO become productive members of society. so for all the old people who say we need a reality check. I got two words for you

Check Please
Take Care,
~kc~