Corvette at the end of the tunnel….

Living life to its fullest, It is an awesome feeling. All within mommas boys limits, so to speak. I mean, I do extra ordinary stuff, go up to total strangers and ask how their day was, going out to eat and laughing and talking at the top of my lungs with a bunch of buddies, knowing all to well that people are staring I mean, it is so great. I do not know why either! Also the addition of my car in my life, along with my computer, has made me much more happier. I know realise that when I move to denver I will be able to start anew. forget just about everything and everyone and start over. Sure I wont forget a SELECT few. People that have actually made my stay in clovis enjoyable. Hehe… I am now counting down the days. At least until summer. Then I can get a good full or part time job over the summer. Each day that comes and goes I find myself more relaxed about my future. I used to be nervous and apprehensive(sp?) about finding a job in denver. But Ive since realised that with a few smart moves on my part, this new change for me will be smooth. (I will hint more on this later, as the year progresses ) Even if a few things don’t go my way I have made adjustments. Or I will be making adjustments. Things do not always go according to how we plan it. Although hopefully my goals, and my determination with make my near future smooth sailing. I am pretty proud of myself. Call me arrogant or egotisitcal, but I really feel I am going to be something and do something productive with my life Most people see god as the light at the end of there tunnel, where as I see my shiny millenium yellow corvette at the end of my tunnel. Hehe… this is just a simple goal of mine. If I can accomplish this, then that will just prove tomyself that I can do it. Hopefully in the year 2005 i will still be keeping a journal. Or at least through college. That way I can either cry, or laugh at myself. hehe… If anybody does ACTUALLY read this, then maybe you too should keep a journal. You would be surprised at how many times you can anticipate the future. As a matter of fact, just the past 2 weeks ago I was reading my journal entries about my car shopping. I mentioned three cars, two of which I mentioned in great detail. The other one I only mentioned its name! And sure enough, the car I least expected to get ended I ended up purchasing. Which by the way, that car has totally changed my outlook on lots of things. Those that say material things cannot change the way one thinks about life has obviously not met me. Anyways.. speaking of least expecting…. that too is such a great feeling. I mean, @poof@ things happen that quickly. Some good, some bad… although when it is something good that happens that is unexpected, it is such a great feeling. I sure wish something great would go and surprise me unexpectingly(sp?) @poof@ hehe.. but then i would be living in a dream world, cloud nine 3 weeks in a row? not hardly…
Take Care,
~kc~