Hehe.. just singing a little toon there anyways.. what happened today, geez. Today was either really too fast, or really too slow to tell. I cannot quite figure out which it was, but anyways, betsie is doing fabulous. I had drove all around town with her today. Deposited my paycheck, got gas, and went around looking for diffrent car insurance. dont ask why… my dad told me to anyways.. supposidly the other day my dad took my car to dog obiedance classes… lets just say, I wasnt a happy camper for, oh.. Id say about an hour while I was vaccuming it! hehe.. its all clean, and smelling good now

sorry about that… I accidently pressed the tab/return key anyways…I got to drive in a BMW. Jamie was kind enough to let me drive in it. We went to sonic. She doesnt know it but she made my day. Well, night actually. She thought it was funny by how mezmoriezed(sp?) by this car. Hehe.. I loved it.. although dont tell betsie… ~kc~

Yes, I am… I admit. I am a loser It’s ok though. Im happy hehe… sorry aboutmy stupid rants yesterday, the day before, and the day before that… It was senseless. I suppose it was my fault for my insecurities. But anyways… Im tired of all of this life crap….Speaking of life, I got to drive in a BMW tonight. Jamie was kind enough to let me drive in it. one word, AWESOME!

Yes! to all those that went to prom, had a good time, during and afterwards -hint hint- go to hell. Right now I am doing chores, friggin chores. Yesterday, while everybody was getting ready for prom, I was getting ready to work. couldnt go on my road trip. Don’t want to talk about it. -puts imaginary gun in mouth- anyways… I suppose parents just don’t understand. All that I ask is that they leave me alone. When they tell me to do chores, all that I ask is that I can listen to music. When they take away my headphones, things start to get ugly. My mood right now is heading deeper and deeper into a black hole. Which is ok, I suppose, i’ll be by myself, meaning I don’t have to listen to anybodys stupid friggin stories of the previous night. Today they are still out parting probably, I know for sure the guy down the street from me …

hehe… It seems like everytime my emotional status is high, it drops like a rock. Why is this? Is this life, punishment or revenge? I dont get it. Today is prom.. I am not going. In fact, for some odd reason today is/has been really hectic! From 6-12am I was at work. Farmers Electric was having their annual meeting at CHS. All I had to do was package boxes, load the boxes onto trucks, unload them and put them somewhere. -puffs out biceps- hehe… I am buff! :p anyways… that was alot of fun. I do enjoy getting out into the fresh air every once in a while. to get one with it… now I am just relaxing.. making my webpage. I work again tonight from 4-9pm. Meaning I have to be to work here shortly. But that is actually ok with me. I dont want to be anywhere near CHS any time tonight. In fact, hopefully, I might take …

yeah! about time, I have had the old one for faaaar to long anyways.. I hope you enjoy the fresh new look….Take Care,~kc~

Living life to its fullest, It is an awesome feeling. All within mommas boys limits, so to speak. I mean, I do extra ordinary stuff, go up to total strangers and ask how their day was, going out to eat and laughing and talking at the top of my lungs with a bunch of buddies, knowing all to well that people are staring I mean, it is so great. I do not know why either! Also the addition of my car in my life, along with my computer, has made me much more happier. I know realise that when I move to denver I will be able to start anew. forget just about everything and everyone and start over. Sure I wont forget a SELECT few. People that have actually made my stay in clovis enjoyable. Hehe… I am now counting down the days. At least until summer. Then I can get a good full or part time …

Man, as of latley I have felt like a bumble bee. listening to all the buzz. hehe. nothing too terribly has happened latley. Nothing to terribly great has happened either. I went to lubbock this weekend. It was soooo exciting. I love going to lubbock every other weekend. I am usually a goody tooshu when boils down to it, but latley, these trips to lubbock seem to have me living, I mean really living, going out to eat, checking out the ladies, having fun and yet, keeping my all around good momma’s boy approach. Anyways… I’ll be back shortly to continue…[to be continued...]

hehe.. me and koyla hada race. qbasic vs c++. Although the problem we had could have been done in both, he didn’t know the algrothim. I had already done it so I showed him how to do it in c++. Which is very diffrent from qbasic.. anyways… its now 12 oclock at night and he says that he just finished it. I give him props, qbasic is a sucky language and he supposidly did it! hehe. hopefully he doesn’t read this… might inflate his ego :pB Take Care,~kc~

Check please? Hehe… well.. today it finally hit me. Graduation baby!! In todays society the older generations mock us. They say we have no clue as to what it is like being on our own. That we need to grow up and what not. Well, I think if they were to look at a good chunk of us at CHS then theyd think diffrently. I mean, sure, we have no friggin clue as to what lays before us. What obstacles we may face, or what new and exciting challenges that life brings before us, I mean, this is life people! Every year, thousands upon thousands of high school graduates enter main stream society. And every year, there are thousands upon thousands of high school graduates DO become productive members of society. so for all the old people who say we need a reality check. I got two words for youCheck Please Take Care,~kc~