Hehe.. just singing a little toon there anyways.. what happened today, geez. Today was either really too fast, or really too slow to tell. I cannot quite figure out which it was, but anyways, betsie is doing fabulous. I had drove all around town with her today. Deposited my paycheck, got gas, and went around looking for diffrent car insurance. dont ask why… my dad told me to anyways.. supposidly the other day my dad took my car to dog obiedance classes… lets just say, I wasnt a happy camper for, oh.. Id say about an hour while I was vaccuming it! hehe.. its all clean, and smelling good now

sorry about that… I accidently pressed the tab/return key

anyways…
I got to drive in a BMW. Jamie was kind enough to let me drive in it. We went to sonic. She doesnt know it but she made my day. Well, night actually. She thought it was funny by how mezmoriezed(sp?) by this car. Hehe.. I loved it.. although dont tell betsie… ~kc~

Yes, I am… I admit. I am a loser It’s ok though. Im happy hehe… sorry aboutmy stupid rants yesterday, the day before, and the day before that… It was senseless. I suppose it was my fault for my insecurities. But anyways… Im tired of all of this life crap….

Speaking of life, I got to drive in a BMW tonight. Jamie was kind enough to let me drive in it. one word, AWESOME!

Yes! to all those that went to prom, had a good time, during and afterwards -hint hint- go to hell. Right now I am doing chores, friggin chores. Yesterday, while everybody was getting ready for prom, I was getting ready to work. couldnt go on my road trip. Don’t want to talk about it. -puts imaginary gun in mouth- anyways… I suppose parents just don’t understand. All that I ask is that they leave me alone. When they tell me to do chores, all that I ask is that I can listen to music. When they take away my headphones, things start to get ugly. My mood right now is heading deeper and deeper into a black hole. Which is ok, I suppose, i’ll be by myself, meaning I don’t have to listen to anybodys stupid friggin stories of the previous night. Today they are still out parting probably, I know for sure the guy down the street from me is.. I can hear his music blaring, with about 50 billion cars parked outside. anyways. Moral of the storyI get ready for work : others get ready for prom I would like to left alone : I have to do choers, without my blessed music, while hearding lousy music from down the road. People out doing sex/drugs/alchol/having fun: I get lectured on my irrisponsibility(sp?) Hehe… overall.. not a bad day

rant over

Hehe.. honestly, I don’t care about prom, I think it is a waste of time or money. It’s just I want to be left alone, deal with it my own way, but I am obligated to do other things..anyways… hope you have a nice day.
~kc~

hehe… It seems like everytime my emotional status is high, it drops like a rock. Why is this? Is this life, punishment or revenge? I dont get it. Today is prom.. I am not going. In fact, for some odd reason today is/has been really hectic! From 6-12am I was at work. Farmers Electric was having their annual meeting at CHS. All I had to do was package boxes, load the boxes onto trucks, unload them and put them somewhere. -puffs out biceps- hehe… I am buff! :p anyways… that was alot of fun. I do enjoy getting out into the fresh air every once in a while. to get one with it… now I am just relaxing.. making my webpage. I work again tonight from 4-9pm. Meaning I have to be to work here shortly. But that is actually ok with me. I dont want to be anywhere near CHS any time tonight. In fact, hopefully, I might take a little road trip. Who knows… I just dont want to think about prom and all of the BS that goes along with prom. Errr! I should/need to make a rant! Just so many factors about prom irritate the hell out of me! Lots of things… well anyways… at least I have my car to drive around in and look halfway decent. Tonight, guys have there dates, I have my car. My car doesnt nag, complain or ask for money every other second. My car also is pretty, inside and out. So pretty in fact that I think it is to good for me. But does my car complain? No. It doesnt. Yes, my car treats me like a king. Maybe I should name this object that brings so much happiness to my thoughts? Hmmm.. dorthy? betty? Willma? hehe.. I dont know yet… but by tommorow I shall name my car. Every buetiful creature on this god forsaken planet desrves a name… well.. I am not going to complain any more today. It will be good, It will be.. I will just keep on telling myself that Well until tommorow…
Take Care and more importantly be safe and smart tonight,
~kc~